Polite Rebellion (DO NOT STEAL THIS!!)
THE BASICS:*Age: 17
*Grade: Senior
*Gender: Girl (duh)
*Job: Volunteer - Babysit and Vet Assistant
*Relationship: Single [since 04/15/09]
*Sexual Orientation: Straight
*Religion: I believe what I believe!!
*Height: 5'6''
*Birthday: June 15, 1992
*Element: Air
*Zodiac: Monkey
*Astrological Sign: Gemini
*Attitude: Ohhh...you'll find out.
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What color is your sould painted?:
RED
Your soul is painted the color red, which embodies the characteristics of love, strength, physical energy, sex, passion, courage, protection, excitement, speed, leadership, power, danger, and respect. Red is the color of the element Fire, and is associated with blood, life and death, birth, volcanoes, and intense emotions.
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WHY?!
WHY?!
What did I do wrong?!
I crumple onto my knees
Sobbing
Clawing at my shoulders
Raking my nails into my flesh
Wanting to deflect the internal pain
I stare at the words before bloodshot eyes
"i found sum1 else.. u just werent gud enuf"
WHY?!
WHY?!
Then I stand up
Feeling hollow and the tears dry up
"Not good enough? Not good enough?!"
I flex my hands into claw-like curves
Now I feel emotion again
Only this time, its bloodlust.
Just days ago he said "your the best girlfriend ever..." he was looking me deep in the eyes and gave me a kiss that made me glow. Why... just please tell me why.. I tell everyone in the real world that it ended reasonably, that we just weren't happy. Its true. At least...he wasn't. But I just... I'm ok. I promise I'm better now.
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My favorites of the moment:
CREATURE: Wolf
BOOK: Midnight Pearls by Debbie Vigue
SONG: The Red by Chevelle
Latest Update: September 6, 2009---- 2:53p CST USA
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