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I'm Samantha,I'm very confusing to understand how I'm like;It's not that really hard to make me cry, im very emotional .I believe in 11:11<33 but always missed or forgotten about it.I seriously LOVE hugs.I REALLY don't like it when people say "i love you,"and i don't have the same feelings.I HATE it when people keep bothering me ,even when i tell them to leave me alone and don't have the same feelings for them,i know other people have gotten the same problem too.I have been stalked in my life by a person like that ,and i really don't know how to make that person stop.And have not done anything about it.I have dreams but i never even try to do it,cause i always think i wouldn't make it.And i know i will not,i can't say i have a ruff life but in my mind i do.It's very hard to explain.I hate when people think they could mess with me cause i'm quiet.I've tried to cut myself more than once;but always been stopped, by one of my friends.I've always think about not wanting to live at times.But life isn't like that. I've been hurt more than once,well just like most people.Promises mean EVERYTHING to me. i hate it when people lie to me,Its just stupid.I hate it when people take advantage of me. USING people is just so stupid so why bother doing it in the first place.As everyone knows "Karma",YES i know karma is a b***h.Okay then why are you doing something dumb to make it come back to you. Throughout my life I'm trying to change everything thats making more depressing,and try to make everyone who say i can't that i can do it.

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. "


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allthehats

Report | 12/05/2009 4:12 am

allthehats

can you give me some gold so I want to buy one of my items on my wish list?
iiisamantha

Report | 09/28/2009 12:33 pm

iiisamantha

<3
iiisamantha

Report | 09/17/2009 3:39 pm

iiisamantha

Hey everyone this is my new account so add me here,
i have no access to this account cause gaia is stupid.
they scrambled my password i cant get in!
MaskedFallenAngel

Report | 09/10/2009 2:23 pm

MaskedFallenAngel

Hello, and welcome to gaia.
Hun73r Z3r0

Report | 09/10/2009 2:03 pm

Hun73r Z3r0

^ ^ it was my pleasure >;D
casey has no love

Report | 09/09/2009 1:32 pm

casey has no love

oh ok
casey has no love

Report | 09/09/2009 1:09 pm

casey has no love

oh ok
casey has no love

Report | 09/09/2009 12:28 pm

casey has no love

fr?
yoshi202

Report | 09/09/2009 12:26 pm

yoshi202

anytime!

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