About

-Oi, welcome to my little corner of gaia ^^
-I am Illiy (A.K.A. Jenny) and I'm a freebie artist cause putting a price on art is bad.

I <3
: biggrin rawing::
::Art in general::
::Gaia::
::My bro::
::deviantART::
::My pets::
::My tablet::
::Strawberry muffins::
::Blueberry muffins::
::Sugar::
: razz lushies::
::Gum::
::Chocolate::
::GL and BL::
::RISE AGAINST::
::IVY::
::Lady Gaga::
::The French Language::
::Motley Crue::

I </3
: razz eople who beg for art, I choose who I draw::
::Bitter stuff::
: razz eople who don't like muffins::
::Gay bashers::
::Hypocrites::
::Snakes::
::Cats::
::Stereotypes::
::Flamers (STFU unless it's USEFUL criticism)::
::Sweatshop labor::

-About me-

Name: Jen
Nickname: Illiy (duh)
Age: N/A
Gender: Female
Etc: Is ******** crazy.

J : People Adore You
E : Great in bed.
N : You like to drink.
N : You like to drink.
I : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
E : Great in bed.
R : ******** crazy.

WELCOME TO MY HAPPY WORLD NOW GET YOUR s**t AND LEAVE ^^

Since you're here, you should take the time to appreciate the Dalai Lama's 18 rules for living :>

1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk

2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three Rs:

-Respect for self.

-Respect for others.

-Responsibility for all your actions.

4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It’s a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

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The Lovely Emiily

Report | 02/07/2010 4:09 pm

The Lovely Emiily

It's okay, I understand I hope things get better for you.
Some Random Crappy Name

Report | 02/05/2010 5:53 pm

Some Random Crappy Name

Yeah, now i'm back to my art whorish ways.
Some Random Crappy Name

Report | 02/05/2010 5:48 pm

Some Random Crappy Name

Yeah, it took all i had not to break out in sobs and keep it slightly together until i got upstairs into my room. xD
But i'm better now, so s'all good.
Some Random Crappy Name

Report | 02/05/2010 5:11 pm

Some Random Crappy Name

No worries, i'm doing allot better now then i was earlier.
I went to class too, but i had my mother come and get me because i couldn't keep myself together. I believe i made the right choice, a few cigarettes later and i was starting to feel better. xD
Hopefully you get better soon. D:
Some Random Crappy Name

Report | 02/05/2010 3:00 pm

Some Random Crappy Name

Not really well.
My grandfather died yesterday, parents started yelling and fighting over a computer (Dad was fixing my cousins computer, and my mother has a feud with his mother at the moment.) and every things just hectic.
Other than that, i'm holding up pretty well.
How about you?
And i don't mean for that to sound sarcastic at all, i'm just really tired and am not vary good with words at the moment. xD
Dakknay Sade

Report | 02/04/2010 10:55 pm

Dakknay Sade

dude I cried a -lot- when my dad died. The first year was rough, but the second year I got to understanding, and I realized everything happens for a reason. If he hadn't have died my grandparents wouldn't have started helping me out financially. That's in no way meant as though I would want him to go. I love my dad dearly, and I miss him. He went early because he drank himself to death but he wasn't going to stop and that was his choice, I'm not mad at him. I still feel things went as they were supposed to, where one door closes another opens you just have to be willing to see it. So now I'm traveling Europe, I'm writing my book, I'm meeting new people and I'm experiencing life. I learned to like myself and learned to deal with the hard s**t. I was still young when he died, and I didn't take it easy but then I learned to smile, he was in a bad way at the end, he's not dealing with that any more, there's no more pain for him, no more debilitation, he's taking a long rest that he really needed. He wasn't happy in his life, that's what turned him to drink (started when he was 14 dude, that's rough) but we loved him dearly and so many people were hurt when he went and a lot were angry with him for letting drink kill him, but not me, I was never mad all I wanted was for him to know how much I love him. I think he does, I hope, but hey, life goes on. I'm still here, and I know damn well he loved me so I need to do that justice, I've got a lot to prove and I don't intend on letting myself or my dad down.

It'll be rough when your gramps goes, but death is a part of life, its because our lives aren't permanent that makes it so special, it makes every moment more precious, every feeling more real because it won't come round again. Similar times happen but I learned to enjoy the moment. I am a spiritualist but I won't be in this body in this life ever again and that's a big deal. Anyways, you just gotta let things flow, that's the main thing. If you're sad let yourself be sad, if you don't let it out it's just gonna pile up and not give you any space to let the good things in, you get me? Be sad when you need to but let it go when you're done, don't force it, don't hold onto it. When your gramps goes it'll be his time and just remember that door has closed, another will surely open, if it weren't for change life would be boring and dull.
Dakknay Sade

Report | 02/04/2010 12:51 pm

Dakknay Sade

[******** dude, ain't no thing, I get more emotional cause it's what's at my core. I give a damn about people, and I give a damn about you. ******** dude.... I've ******** been through s**t... my dad died when I was 18 and my mom in-deliberately conferred me to a life of thinking that feeling bad was inherently wrong... but what I realized was that if it wasn't bad to feel good than it wasn't bad to feel pain, make sense? You gotta feel the bad s**t in order to feel the good stuff life has to offer, and believe you me, that isn't always easy cause life can really get you down in the dumps at times but s**t does get better I garentee you, you just have to be willing to let it happen.
Dakknay Sade

Report | 02/04/2010 12:04 pm

Dakknay Sade

Pssha dude, no worries... You cool, no doubt, but still man, you ever wanna vent I'm here, no grief buddy, I try not to judge anyone; I know it's not my place. People have s**t to deal with, not my place to tell them what's right and wrong, they gotta discover that on their own, anyways dude you ever wanna talk about whatev I'm all ears. I love peeps man, which means I give a damn, ******** I give a genuine damn what you're going through. Don't be down if I don't respond right away my life some times distracts me but just know you're life is worth ******** living, you get me? There's always gonna be haters but that don't mean a thing cause they aren't living you're live, they ain't going through everything you gotta go throw, but you know what? ******** 'em, you got your own path to walk and not anyone in this whole damn world can walk it besides, you, you get me? Be happy with who you are cause there isn't anyone else around who thinks and feels the exact same way you do, maybe similar but never the exact same, cool? You're badass and don't let anyone make you feel different. Alright? That's coming from the words of someone whose truly awesome so you know what I got to tell you has validation haha xD Just remember it within yourself, you hear?
Dakknay Sade

Report | 02/04/2010 11:41 am

Dakknay Sade

Pssha man, no worries, I'm happy to have someone to listen. Imma add you to friends cause you seem cool, alright? haha, anyways, any time you want some words of wisdom or you just wanna vent you lemme know, alright dude? I'm always down to lend an ear, cool?"
Dakknay Sade

Report | 02/04/2010 11:26 am

Dakknay Sade

s**t dude I'm not going to lie it's ******** hard to type right now because I am REALLY ******** drunk as we speak. But in accordance with what you had posted earlier... I've been here all along it just wasn't meant for us to meat before now. Life is beautiful... I feel the need to tell you, look, you don't get to feel one nor the other you feel pleasure and pain or you feel neither, you get me? With the bad comes the good... you have to feel one to appreciate it's counter. Amyways, that's all I have to say. Love, peace, and chicken grease!"

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