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[Current Dream Avatars]
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The Real Me...
Pale, skinny, 5' 9", 140 lbs?, white/silver hair, dark sunken eyes; I really do look like a vampire. I wish it were true.
Eh, people have commented on my hair so much. White, why white? Are you crazy?
No, I'm not crazy, I'm just trying to be as close as I can get to being vampiric. I plus, I like the color white, besides blue.
It signifies goodness, wholeness; it is completely angelic.
I'm actually not that smart... Though it seems my writing is intelligent. Well, of course it is. I love to write, words are a part of me. If my mother looked at my grades right now in school, I'd be grounded from the computer for a month.
Okay, maybe I'm a little smart, I just don't try hard in class.
Homework is such a drag and I fear that my teachers are even more stupid than the clowns who sit in the back of the room, stealing each others' pencils and throwing them into the ceiling so they'll stick by the point.
That's kind of funny though, really. Hah, they do it to the teacher's pencils too; stealing them off his desk and whatnot.
Eh, you have to see it for yourself.
Winter, my deadliest time of year. I'll be staying indoors untill Spring starts to roll around. But then, what will I do about all the allergies I have? Oh God in Heaven, why must it be me who is tortured so?
I can't touch anyone, be near anyone for that matter.
I have to stay perfectly healthy for how many months in a row...?
********, I'm going to be killed. How in the hell did I survive the years before?... *thinks about it*
Oh wait, I remember, I didn't survive. I was sent to the hospital for weeks on end, couphing up a lung or two to the point of blood, feeling so weak, weaker than usual; my bones were going to snap if I moved, I feared. Oh my thoat, it was so rawed and sore, I don't want to experience it again, not again, please.
Eh, I have no friends except for the ones here on Gaia.
None.
Okay, well, maybe I have a couple, but I don't really consider them friends. I suppose they're people who feel sorry for me, who think I need to cling to someone in my time of need.
Pfft. Yeah right. If I ever feel like that, I will settle myself deep into my own mind.
That's where it's safe, yes? Dark, warm, secluded from the harsh world. I shall not go to another... Maybe except Arianna, my love, but eh, nope; never.
Sometimes I think I'm slightly insane; I probably am. *grins*
Eh, more to follow, I believe.
From my one and only Taco.
Thanks, Cutie. *smiles*
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My RPC.Name- Trent
Race- Vampire
Age- 1021 years
Gender- Male
Height- 6"1'
Weight- 143 lbs
Abilities- Able to produce roses; When angered, can turn into a demonic form;
Immortality; Can retract fangs to keep them hidden
Demonic Form Information- Redness of eyes; Nails extend and sharpen; Fangs uncurl; Speed and agility ups; Complextion of skin shades a dark blue
Appearance- Grey, blue-tinted spiked hair; Deep blue eyes; Whitish skin tone;
Black leather jeans; Rumpled, white, long sleeve shirt; Black leather boots; Pointed ears
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heart I love you Ariana...
heart God, I miss you so much.
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How well do you handle pain?
Your Results:
You're ready for death.
Nothing will stop you. You simply feel no pain, or have very little. Maybe it's because your suicidal and your life is so painful that no physichal pain could take over. Or perhaps it's just that you're not afraid of dieing.
Blue
You're blue, the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you, they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue, and patently you!
Fear my pet!
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