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hi, i am sorika, and before you go any further there are some things you need to know about me. i have never made anyone feel good in any way, i have never helped a person, i have never gone an entire day in my life without lying to someone, i have never gone an entire day in my life without crying, i have never taken anyones attempts to help me seriously because im not strong enough, and wont ever change. still want to know me? not unless you have a misery wish.

im fifteen and a sophomore in high school

i like music and animals, especially wolves

and here are my favorite bands

atreyu
bullet for my valentine
avenged sevenfold
three days grace
skillet

still reading? well i wont entertain your self destruction any longer.

oh wait i lied. again. but i wont do it again for at least another .2 seconds, so dont worry.

here are the lyrics to one of my favorite songs
its called lead sails and a paper anchor

marching alone, like a good soldier does
im setting sail with anchors holding me down
i pack up my bags and stow them away
bidding farewell to all that is safe

will i come up for air, come up for air
after a while the current is calling me
lulling me, waving goodbye
im out here alone, oh god can you save me now
sinking my heart turns to stone

withering away, a shrinking violet dies
so full of life, these lights have dried me out
in to the sea, i needed a drink
i never thought this would consume me whole

will i come up for air, come up for air
after a while the current is calling me
lulling me, waving goodbye
im out her alone, oh god can you save me now
sinking my heart turns to stone
sinking my heart turns to stone

save me, take me home
over and over again
save me, take me home
wishing that this all would end
save me, take me home
over and over again
save me, take me home
wishing that this all would end

after a while the current is calling me
lulling me, waving goodbye
im out here alone, oh god can you save me now
sinking my heart turns to stone
after a while the current is calling me
lulling me, waving goodbye
im out here alone, oh god can you save me now
sinking my heart turns to stone

save me, take me home
will i come up for air, come up for air
save me, take me home
will i come up for air, come up for air
save me, take me home
over and over again
save me, take me home
wishing that this
wishing that all this would end

~ atreyu, and i already said the name of the song so go back and look, if you were too much of an idiot to read it, and then question me when its actually plausible, though i probably wont listen anyways

quite done with me? good. cause so am i.











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Departed Penance

Report | 05/11/2009 2:49 pm

Departed Penance

it's fine, i think kelly's becoming a bit neurotic. neutral you okay today?
Departed Penance

Report | 05/09/2009 10:35 pm

Departed Penance

...yep....i'm sleeping over at a friend's house...boring at the moment...
Departed Penance

Report | 05/08/2009 8:17 pm

Departed Penance

because...carrots are awesome?
Departed Penance

Report | 12/07/2008 12:48 pm

Departed Penance

And if you see me losing ground,

Don't be afraid to lie...

I know the pain inside my heart can't break the fear inside of yours...

And if you see me losing faith,

In what it means to die.

Don't let me leave before I know what lies behind the stained glass doors...



Save sorrow for the souls in doubt,

Bleed every care out.



Will you carry me down the aisle that final day?

With your tears and cold hands shaking from the weight.

When you lower me down beneath that sky of gray,

Let the rain fall down and wash away your pain.



For every word we never spoke,

We have a tear to cry.

For every silence like a wall between a better you and I.

So if you see me losing sight,

Of all the death in life.

You'll find the peace in every time I failed to see the death in mine...



Let all the fear inside you drown,

Tear out the blade and lay it down...

Save sorrow for the souls in doubt...

Bleed every care out...



Will you carry me down the aisle that final day?

With your tears and cold hands shaking from the weight.

When you lower me down beneath that sky of gray,

Let the rain fall down and wash away your pain...



Oh, blood is rushing out...

Oh, I'm better off without...

Oh, the walls are closing in...

Oh, sing for me again.

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~Sorika Blackpaw~
go ahead and leave me here to die
but when its your turn to be broken
dont expect me to be here waiting for you