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I'm J.W. (Joshua-William)lover of music, (country, rock, metal, blues, pop/dance)
musician/singer (guitar, mandolin, banjo, bass, piano and drums)
I write songs/poem
Pizza and whiskey wins over everything
I love old fashion things & my instruments
Should play more video games, but doesn't
Love Dynasty Warriors, Final Fantasy and Fire Emblem
More or less I have a huge inner nerd
But mostly just loving singing my country music and enjoying life
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But other than that... I've been hanging out with friends a lot these days.... And succeeding at guitar XD what about you?
well today i was all happy and got to work and with an within a hour i was depressed for no reason... then yesturday i was just getting up and was depressed about how the day was gonna be and out of nowhere i was happy again...this s**t is ******** killing me things already sucked and now to find out i cant even control my emotions... s**t just got worse oh and i quit my job too dont know why now that i think of it but i did and you know the only way to null this not correct it but just null it is to be drugged up all day im not doin that tho life isnt worth living if you have to cancel everything out with drugs or alcohol sorry man... its how i see things
i cant wait for church i really need to just have a min with the lord i dont think id be here today man if it wasnt for him... i always thought that i had no one to be there for me not a dam person who would even care to ask if i was ok i looked at every other day as a new hell ive always felt like that even before i left canada you know to be honest i hated you too because josh you may not be able to see it but you have alot going for you or well maybe you dont but you have somthing ive always wanted and ill never be able to have that since that part of my life is almost over and if anything brother im glad youve had a loving family in your life even if they do alot of stupid stuff balony sammich an a shot of rye lmfao good times anyway because i was so self centered and alone all i did was hate everything even more and god sent me help alex and jackson ... im so glad he sent them i was scared of what anger had gotten me i didnt want to be alone anymore but i didnt know how to act out i couldnt say i need you please stay i just stayed silent and alex and jackson were there they proved to me that not only god cared but people did care about how i was doing...