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My name is James and I'm 19. Over the past four years I have been through a great number of trials, tribulations and betrayals that have worn me down to what I am now. But what doesn’t kill us is making us stronger right. I have become much more self reliant even if the decisions I make aren’t always the best they could be. In the end I know it was right for me. In seems in recent times I seem confused about where I am going and seem to not have the motivation to find out where it is I want to go. I hope I can just sit back and have it happen. I know better but actions speak louder then words and I soon hope I will finally apply this. I am job searching so my final year of high school can be my own and not what other’s thrust upon me out of some sick wants and stereotypes. I’m determined to find a way to do the things I have to do by doing them my way. My biggest dream of course is to fall in love with someone who loves me. I have encountered betrayal once and trusting someone that much, I believe, would be hard for me but someday I hope to try. In any case the futures a big place and I may never know what it holds in solid hands.

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The days of my life

I will write when something important in my life occurs (so rarely ever). My life of chaos,from the depth of my hatred and death, secrets, that I keep to my self and all who need I tell, and unfair love, Given but not really shown, and hope for tomar


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Bunniegurl123

Report | 06/26/2022 8:11 am

Bunniegurl123

boo
Zasperational love

Report | 07/05/2011 8:10 am

Zasperational love

LOL i just now saw your comment on my profile.. kinda makes sence now that you added meh on facebook XDD
& yesh i still get on here just not as much
JDizzlington

Report | 02/15/2011 6:33 pm

JDizzlington

Maaaaan! We need to swap e-mail addresses or something! I'm never on here but we need to catch up =O
JDizzlington

Report | 08/06/2010 1:24 am

JDizzlington

I don't know how anyone can dislike animals, especially the ZOO of all places =P
JDizzlington

Report | 08/04/2010 4:58 pm

JDizzlington

I'm not really a fan of Disney =P My animation pet peeve is people who refuse to watch Japanese animation with subtitles because "they can't read and watch at the same time". Like Hell they can't.
JDizzlington

Report | 08/04/2010 5:07 am

JDizzlington

If you look for love in every movie, book, and song then you're going to find it, but it's not always actually there =P

I've had my dealing with the immature before... Never a good road to go down.
JDizzlington

Report | 08/03/2010 5:36 am

JDizzlington

Over already? What happened there? And TURQUOISE boxer briefs? Is that how you try and get over this? XD Admittedly, cute and silky do sound like good underwear qualities.
JDizzlington

Report | 08/01/2010 11:19 am

JDizzlington

I was on the fence for a good few years before joining the Pink Side a couple of years ago =P
JDizzlington

Report | 07/30/2010 6:03 am

JDizzlington

Things are moving pretty quickly for you, huh =P You need money? That makes him sound like a prostitute XD

And I've had my fair share of make out sessions... Just not with guys XD
JDizzlington

Report | 07/28/2010 6:33 am

JDizzlington

But it's the zoooooooooooooooooooooo!

And boyfriend problems are infinitely worse than just boy problems -_-

And I've heard the Nanny McPhee sequel is really poor.

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