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I've had about all I can take
and no one understands,
I'm trying not to make another mistake
again.
Finally, alone for real
its not big deal
something i'm used to
but this time it was different, but now its back to before.
I've had about all i can take
and no one understands
theres something new walking these lands
something evil and bad
something that makes us sad
and no one understands.
Something different has come
Something that will affect everyone
its just beat me first.



I'm tired of it all........
My heart is in pain and i feel like crying
feel like throwing up and giving in, and i don't know why
why am i like this
what is going on
how can i be who i once was
i need to go back
even if it hurts
back to the ghost of a person hidden in a shell i once was
it hurts though
now that i've got out
but escaping back
is the only solution i can see
but the pain makes me see only red and black

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strike396

Report | 01/09/2009 10:19 pm

strike396

lol, yep. no problem.
strike396

Report | 01/03/2009 7:39 am

strike396

happy birthday =D
kklepto_Raabbit

Report | 07/25/2008 9:20 am

kklepto_Raabbit

hey remeber me !!=] i came back!!! i havent been on in a couple monthesso how are you!! whats up??

bye

~Annie!!=]
Imimari

Report | 05/14/2008 4:27 pm

Imimari

Oh, hee hee my bad, sorries User Image



okays, well, some stuffs was updated, so, here's the update:



~Chicago is our show theme next year

~I MIGHT be making an anime series (ya right! User Image)

~I'll be drawing the avi you have when im typing this (I copied/pasted it to a paint doc.)

Keep your calendar clear for november 1st!! (your invited to my 16th--and im REALLY sorry I missed your b-day! I need your # again User Image)



oh, and lynn says: "Hi 'lecia!!!" (she User Images you! lol)



thats it for now!

(sorry 'bout the Avi Art Delay! Im vewy sawwy!!)

:3
SoraStarChan

Report | 05/12/2008 6:36 pm

SoraStarChan

Band can't be that annoying!! Besides, don't you love how the band acts so insane that you wish they were in an assylum?
SoraStarChan

Report | 05/11/2008 6:42 am

SoraStarChan

Thank you ^.^

Just ok. Some major problems here and there, but everybody has problems.

How's band?
SoraStarChan

Report | 05/09/2008 6:59 pm

SoraStarChan

Hello there. Haven't talked in a while. How're you?? ^.^
Imimari

Report | 05/04/2008 1:06 pm

Imimari

Okay, so, the latest!!



Band~ we beleive our show will be something about New Orleans (yukk! but the uniforms are cutesy, so i don't care much!)

Although, next year, we're supposed to be working twice as hard, so... can't wait to see yours!!



Rotc~ May 14th-16th, Im going to be at Parris Island, SC. It's a Marine base, so i'll be mucho happy ^^ lol.



General~ IM STARTING AN ANIME---FINALLY!!!! ^.^ I can email ya the cover I designed once I scan it...and print your avi...and draw it...crap! I forgot about the avi art!!! T^T....ah....By this friday--Guarenteed!!!



School/Social~ well, this are healing...I think what the group needs is someone to keep 'em together...they fight too much now, but, everyone's gone poser, so I don't socialize much, Im trying to focus on my anime.



Umm...so ya...that's about it.....DON"T GO EMO ON ME...or....OR I"LL GET...um....damn...what's that thing's name....ELMO!!! ya!! I'll make him tickle you!!! LOL.

(If it will please the court, my explaination: I got enough emo friends...I'd like at least SOME not kill themselves! IM NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING!! lol :3 )

TALK TO VIKKI.....she misses you...I think....I dunno....



So...yeah! Lemme know what's going on with your life....you....whatever's goin on...

:3
SoraStarChan

Report | 04/11/2008 8:44 pm

SoraStarChan

The Bahamas, sweet!

A butt? Well, I own a tuba and sousaphone (though it's the schools.....)

np

A loserbutt?!?!?! At least I'm not showing off and doing the in-your-face dance!
SoraStarChan

Report | 04/11/2008 12:17 pm

SoraStarChan

Fai.....the magician from TRC......the blonde dude

It's an online site where you can look at manga scans. Here's the link if you're interested:

http://www.onemanga.com/directory/



Yes, Disney!! but if you're freaking out, then that means you forgot that I go almost once a month.........this doesn't really make it even, does it? Oh and what cruise were you on??



I dunno. For a while it was because my friend and I weren't getting along and we talk sometimes on IM, but now it just because I don't have a reason. You want me on? - gets giant smile on face - *cough*someonecares!*cough*

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To see but never see, To have been but never be.
To help and never be helped.Free and yet not.
I may be breathing,but i'm not alive. For I am dead, on the inside.
Life Life Like It's A Lie, Cause That's Always All It Ever Is