So welcome to the real world... i know i haven't found myself yet.... let me know if you ever find the truth... tell me when you find me...
im so lost someone help me find myself?
i just want to be accepted
dont we all?
every day i stumble
so please catch me when i start to fall
my hearts starting to dissintagrate
am i in love
or is it just me i hate?
all this pain is filling me up
its boiling inside
just under the surface
is a lava ride
all the saddness trying to come out
welling up to tears
but i cant let it out
i cant conquer my fears
so when im calling out for help
try to help me...
so i can try to save myself
melancholyness sets in.
in the silence pressing in on me
the darkness closing upon me
the cold is slowly freezing me.
yet your breath is in my ears
and your eyes are like the sun
and your heart beneath my hands
has a warmth like fire...and ice.
because its not real anymore...
because its bittersweet.
the silence closes in on me,
the darkness is upon me,
and the cold....the cold drowns me.
im ignoring the pain
and escaping the hurt
i tried to please fire
but by pleasing fire im getting burnt
i want to feel special
and loved and safe
but in this cloudy pain
all im feeling is hate
i dont know how to be happy
i just remember being sad
and after all the pain
saddness isnt bad
so...these are some of my poems. <3 Lemme know.
eyes caked with tears
wrists caked with blood
sleepless nights
and broken days
and i'm dying again
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Hm. That's strange. .__. I'll try texting you later tonight when I get home.
Anyways, lets get off the topic of Mark.. lol.
HOW ARE YOU?!
8D
He's my boyfriend, and I like it. And he's a good one too.
So nyeh to you.