despite the way it ended,although the way it encompassed shear hatred and misunderstanding, i wish you the best in the new man that represents you as i attempted to; but at the same time, although you will most likely forget me, which is for the best, i hope you don't hold it against me for making a fool of myself for you. I won't give myself to another completely as i did for you because im not looking for love, i am only looking for a few laughs and a good time; school starts for me in august im taking pre-med as well. well all im saying is it was a fruitful endeavor to know you, and dating you was fun...for the most part. by the way although im drunk right now i mean mostly every word of this..... i think.....
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ok i cant take this any longer when i told you that i would do anything for you to forgive me and you said that i was in your dept. i met every word of that and still to this day for your forgiveness i will do anything you want because my worst nightmare has become a reality now and i cant live with the fact that you're gone from me. please give me some ray of hope that this is just to teach me a lesson and that ill have you back soon? because i have learned my lesson and if you come back i promise that even if i have to not talk to you and just listen to you breath on the phone and play with your nieces just to keep you happy i will do that if i have to dance on a webcam for and hour straight i will do that if i have to tell every person i see on the street how much i love you and that i will forever be your b***h then i will do that. but first i need you to tell me that i will have the opportunity to do that first. please im begging for your forgiveness now and thats something i said that i would never do and thats surrender my will and dignity to you. you have it. now what will you do with it?
people like you accidentally get hit by buses for doing cartwheels in the middle of the street. people like me drive buses to rid the population of idiots.
and tell your mom that next time she laughs at my music, that im coming at her with a permanent marker and drawing her some new eyebrows while she sleeps. lmao
By the way, i just remembered. Your mom wanted me to keep her updated on the status of my deployment. so tell her that nothing is official but we could receive orders to deploy, i don't know where, at any time between march and early 2011.
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