some of the most awesomest peoples you will ever meet in this world
Some of the AWESOMEST peoples you could ever HOPE to meet
IM DETERMINED TO STOP THE SORROW THAT PLAGUES ME,
THE SHADOWY POOL THAT KEEPS ME GASPING FOR BREATH AS I TRY TO STAY ABOVE THE SURFACE,
WHY IS THERE DARKNESS EATING AWAY AT MY HEART?!
I DISSPELL IT, ONLY FOR IT TO RETURN AGAIN,
IM EFFING TIRED OF THIS CYCLE!!!
MY INSIDES, THEY'RE COLD AND DYING,
I FEEL HOPELESSLY HOLLOW,
WHAT IN HELL IS WRONG WITH ME???
HOW DID I GET THIS WAY?
AND HOW DO I ESCAPE THIS HELL?
IM TRYING TO FIND MY WAY OUT,
BUT EVERYTHING IS COVERED IN DARKNESS,
THE LIGHT AT THE END,
I'VE SEEN IT UP CLOSE AND IT'S JUST A SHINING SEA OF BLOOD,
THERE'S NO ESCAPE, EVERYWHERE I TURN,
THERE IS NOTHING BUT DARKNESS AND THAT EVER SHINING OCEAN OF THICK, DARK BLOOD.
IT'S PULLING ME UNDER AGAIN, I WAKE UP, MY ARMS IN PAIN,
LOOKING DOWN UPON MY ARMS, THERE ARE SCARS,
DEEP AND RED (ONCE AGAIN).
I THINK ABOUT THE PAST, MY FATHER, MY BIG BRO,
I FEEL LIKE CRYING, LIKE CUSSING OUT MY DAD.
BRO, WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO UNDER-ACHIEVING? AND SAD?
yOU ENJOY THE DARKER SIDE OF THINGS, THAT CERTAINLY SEEMS SO. WHY DO YOU NOT BELIEVE IN GOD?
GOD...what is wrong with me? I ask YOU to please help me find my way out of this darkness. BUT THIS EMPTINESS, IT'S SO VAST,
IT'S TOO MUCH TO TAKE.
I FEEL LIKE PUKING, THEN FALLING TO THE GROUND 'TIL I DIE.
WHY? WHY AM I PLAGUED BY THESE THOUGHTS? THESE FEELINGS INSIDE?
THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO KNOW...
AND NOW IM GIVING UP HOPE.....
WITH MY FRIENDS, I'VE PUT UP A FRONT,
ALWAYS LAUGHING AND JOKING,
HIDING MY INSECURITIES, FEELINGS AND LOST FAITH.
THEN IT'S BACK, MY FAITH AND HOPE.
I LAUGH FOR REAL, SMILING A TRUE SMILE.
IT'S LIKE IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD, EVERYTHING'S GOING RIGHT.
I WISH IT WOULD STAY FOREVER, BUT GUESS WHAT?
IT DOESNT.
ITS GONE TOO SOON, IN A BLINK OF THE EYE.
THE POOL OF THICK BLOOD SWALLOWS ME UP,
ONCE AGAIN IM DROWNING IN SORROW AND PAIN,
WILL SOMEBODY HELP ME FIND A WAY OUT?
I WANT TO EXTERMINATE THESE FEELINGS OF HOPELESSNESS,
SURELY I CANT GO ON LIKE THIS FOREVER?
THIS SADNESS AND SORROW, MY HATRED FOR DAD,
I MISS MY BIG BROTHER, IM FEELING SO BAD.
WHY CANT I BE GLAD FOR MORE THAN A WEEK?
IM TRYING TO BE, TO GET RID OF THESE PESTS,
BUT STILL I AM DROWNING, AND FEEL THE COMING OF TEARS.
-_-, Kaylee
3/29/08 1:04 a.m.
I took the plunge, and it was great,
im glad i wasnt too late..
but now i fear my heartbreak,
i'll mend it though, just you wait. <3
As long as i know that you'll be around,
coming to help when i've lost heart, faith, or fall to the ground,
i'll be alright, it'll all be okay,
just knowing that we'll be friends, day after day.
In the end, it'll all be right,
after every bond, and every fight,
we'll all be laughin' in the end,
as though we were always friends. <3
~Kaylee
3/29/08 12:13 a.m.
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Nice profile!
Long time no see meh uber kewl homeslice!
Even though I saw you yesterday...And the day before...And pretty much every day of school...BUT STILL!!
XD I realized I still have the strategy guide ^_^; So I'll give to you on Monday! =D
O_O
You know what else is awesome~?!
Kingdom Hearts.
I mean, you can play it WHILE eating PIE~!
AND you can play KH and eat PIE during breaky, lunch, dinneh, snackin', dessert, random times in the day
ANYTIME~!!!!