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.:{"Just because your dreams have died, don't drag me down I still got mine.."

"Sometimes... you can cry until there is nothing wet left in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen... and it will make no difference..."

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Favorite bands.

"Trust Company, Stabbing westward, Adema, Ramstein, Panic at the disco, AFI, Fall out boy, All American Rejects, Disturbed, Hawthorne Heights, Silverstein, Papa Roach, The used, The Killers, Linkin Park, Yellow card, Three Days Grace, Sum 41, Blink 182, Dashboard confessional, Trapt, Evanescence, Puddle of mud, Nickle back, Def Leppard, Incubus, Godsmack, Korn,Creed, Oasis, Velvet Revolver, Cross fade, Cold, mika Nakashima, Gackt, Alesana, Butch walker, Tommy lee, Smile empty soul."

Things that I hate or dislike.

"Meat except fish, cocky people, arrogant people, being tired, being sick, being crowded, being around people, being cheated on."

Things I like.

"Solitude, forgetting, reading, writing, playing the piano, playing my guitar, swimming, music, sleeping, learning in solitude, things that remind me of her, hope, life."

Authors.

"Margo laragan, Philip Gross, Clive barker, Stephen King, J.R.R Tolkien, Christopher Paolini, Douglas Adams, Shin-Ya Goikeda."

Movies.

"Treasure planet, The crow city of angels, Hostel, Saw, Saw 2, Van Helsing, Sleepy Hallow, Liar Liar, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, Ghostbusters 1, Ghostbusters 2, Dogma, School of Rock, The Scorpion King."

People that I would die for.

This section and the reason why one might be on it is because I feel like the people that actually cared and helped me through my bad year deserve this, they really do.


"John, Carly."

Theme song:

"The otherside, by smile empty soul."


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My real life profile.

Name: Alexander

Age: 19

Gender: Male

Status: With Carly-chan, though I'll never tell you who she is...<333


Sexuality: Straight, mostly.

Height: 5'7

Weight: 150-170 ((I have an odd weight, it usually stays in that range yet fluctuates.))

Eyes:

Shape: Circular
Iris: Dark brown

Hair
Type:
long and wavy
Color: dirty blond.

Heritage: German, Irish, native American, English.

Skin color: Pale

Tattoos: Tribal wing design on back, spanning all the way from my lower back to my shoulders.

Piercings. I have both my ears pierced.

Clothes: I wear no brands, just mostly band or old high school shirts that still fit me. I mostly wear a black T-shirt, blue jeans that are either baggy or tight, black vans, or my mix matched shoes that have custom laces one black while the other is red, and last but not least my nightmare before Christmas jacket. I also wear a watch, black in color, and sometimes wrap my knuckles in chains, because I like the way they shine.


What stands out.

My thoughts and ways often stand out, while others are resorting to cursing and other forms of childish communication I am capable of holding a straight face, going along with whatever is going on and not harming my pride in the process. I often am very deep, the kind of person that looks up at the sky, the type of person to write songs and poems to the ones they love. I am a gentleman, most of the times, hardly ever am I in a bad mood. I mostly keep my mouth shut, speaking only when spoken too. I'm a loner, and a sadist. I can go from warm to cold, often mild insanity in between.

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Songs that make me happy:


Anywhere- Evanscense
My world- SR-71
Scotty doesn't know- Lustra
Blue and yellow- The used
Grand theft autumn- Fall out boy
My paper heart- All american rejects
Move along- All american rejects
Almost- Bowling for soup
My way- Butch walker
Stand here with me- Creed
Higher- Creed
Don't stop danceing- Creed
Slide- Goo Goo Dolls
All eyes on me- Goo Goo Dolls
Iris- Goo Goo Dolls
I'm still here- John Reznik
You will soar- Scott stapp
Yule shot your eye out- Fall out boy
Angel- Stabbing westward
As lovers go- Dashboard confessional
Saven me- Nickle back
On Fire- Switch foot
Evil angel- breaking benjamin

Songs that remind me of my past.

Where will you go-Evanscense
I'm still here- John reznik
The otherside- Smile empty soul
Born like this- Three days grace
Home- Three days grace
Broken home- Papa roach
Let you down- Three days grace
Pain- Three days grace
Scared- Three days grace

Songs that reind me of people:

My paper heart- All American rejects, reminds me of Raxyl

Grand theft autum- Fall out boy, reminds me of Kashka, and visversa.

Whisper- Evanscense, reminds me of lilly

Lost realist- trapt, reminds me of myself

Evil angel- Breaking benjamin, reminds me of carly. heart



"Some say, we're better off without, knowing what life is all about."
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You Are a Traveler Soul

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You're a thrill seeker who loves to be active and on the move
You love to wander: between places, ideas, and people.
A good communicator, you're a nonconformist and interested in the world.
You are an explorer, a good storyteller, and a true dreamer.

Because you're always on the move, you can be a bit fickle.
It's difficult for you to make personal commitments.
Don't be so quick to ignore emotional issues and problems.
You're much more intuitive and psychic than you think.

Souls you are most compatible with: Retrospective Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/



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Lyrics that touch my soul.
"Naked"
By the goo goo dolls

Yeah I'm fadin'
And I call out
No One Hears Me
Never been, never felt, never thought I'd say a word

Yeah I'm fadin'
And I call out
No one hears me
Never been, never felt, never thought I'd say a word
Weighed down
Safe now

You're naked inside your fear
You can't take back all those tears
The shots in the dark from emptied guns
Are never heard by anyone
Never heard by anyone

Yeah I'm hiding
In the fallout
Now I'm wasted
They don't need me, don't want me, don't hear a word I say

Weighed down
Safe now



Inside your head
No one's there
And I don't think I'll ever be
And I don't care



By anyone
By anyone

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Ye olde time journal.

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What is it you hold dear? Behold my dreams, fears, and rantings.


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RinRosk

Report | 03/30/2016 4:30 pm

RinRosk

If you guys wanna talk to me again this is my new account.
- Teh Rope Bunny Bishie -

Report | 08/30/2012 2:09 am

- Teh Rope Bunny Bishie -

Knock knock! Anyone home?
Drac Teaninthae

Report | 01/09/2011 10:54 pm

Drac Teaninthae

I've never forgotten you either dude. ): You were the very first guy I had a crush on, and you even kinda helped me discover I like guys. I'm glad you decided to talk to me because before your message to me, I thought that the first guy I had a crush on hated me. It gives me peace to know that you don't, and you're never on, but I most def wanna be your good friend again... ):
Contessa Neko

Report | 01/19/2009 12:43 pm

Contessa Neko

post in dragon's shadow?
Sam Harris SDC

Report | 02/24/2008 8:54 pm

Sam Harris SDC

AH sorry
Sam Harris SDC

Report | 02/21/2008 8:18 pm

Sam Harris SDC

It's a quote from Fable: The Lost Chapters
Sam Harris SDC

Report | 01/10/2008 9:35 pm

Sam Harris SDC

"He finds you when you're sleeping, and when the daylight fades..."
cyankoneko

Report | 10/10/2007 8:45 pm

cyankoneko

woa ^ ^ i've only seen one other person that's been my age,

i'm glad to see that there are still older gaians on here >w<
BeamingSunlight

Report | 08/03/2007 2:21 pm

BeamingSunlight

O.O
Solaris the Hedgehog

Report | 03/31/2007 6:14 pm

Solaris the Hedgehog

Hey, nice profile. Cool drawings and avatar.

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