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You will never know the real me.
There are things about me you can't understand.
Things you couldn't understand.
Things you wouldn't want to understand.
You don't want to get mixed up with a girl like me.
I'm the person who just wants to dig an emotional bunker and jump inside. I think if I put up enough walls, I'll always be safe. The irony is that instead of locking others out, I am actually locking myself in. I may avoid a few things that make life difficult, but in the end, I also miss out on all the wonderful things that make life worth living, and that makes about as much sense as practicing high fives on my own. So my new approach is to simply put on the bravest smile I've got.
Although I'm probably not what I eat, I certainly am what I love. This means that who I really am is always accurately reflected in everything around me that is dear to my heart-- my close friends being one obvious example. So, it is fair to say that the world around me is a mirror, and I have a lot more control over the future than I may think, because I can shape the world just by being true to what I really care about. I'm not pretending it's always easy or enjoyable. The truth is life is so ******** ridiculous it gives me a headache just thinking about what I have to do to make it through the next twenty-four hours.
But of course, if life really appears that unpleasant and meaningless to you, go see an eye specialist and then take a closer look.
You simply cannot lie to yourself and get away with it though. When you are not honest about what you want in life, you hurt those closest to you and yourself most of all. If you know any of my stories, you see where I'm coming from. Basically, I'm being my own cheerleader, Doing something I never thought I would ever do-- Living in the moment. Following my road only, wherever it may lead me, one step at a time. Keeping my chin up, got my walking shoes on, and following my heart to the ends of the earth.
It's just life, enjoy it while you can. Because sooner or later you will just cry, becuase times passing by too fast. You will learn that the people that wern't s'posed to let you down probably will. You will fight with your best friend, blame a new love for what an old one did. Your heart will be broken, more then once. But you will also brake hearts. So 'member what it felt like when yours was broken. Take too many pictures. Laugh way too much. And just smile. I herd that every 60 seconds you spend mad, is a minute of happiness you will never get back. Don't waste all your minutes depressed, self-pitting and all that jazz. Be happy, you're here, in a world that isn't the least bit mad at you. So just kick back, and enjoy the world for what it truely is.
If you do this my friends, then you are doing a truely wonderfull thing.
[I did my profile all by myself. Beisdes the fact that Rhi made all of the code stuff. I just pasted it up there. Otherwise I did everything else. =D]
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