About

I'm 21 and am currently attending Binghamton University. I'm a former SUCO (that'd be the State University, College at Oneonta in New York) student, but I ended up getting myself in academic trouble (due to emotional turmoil) and took a year and a half off from school to sort my life out.

I don't really fit into and categorization. I don't really like labels so I suppose that's only fitting. Really, I'm a little bit of everything. I've been called a number of things by friends, an enigma, a walking paradox, The Pepé, and some other more derogatory nicknames. Most people seem to think I'm mysterious, the quiet observer, but really I'm just a simple girl with a lot in her mind.

I've spent every summer for the past 13 years at the camps of The Aloha Foundation, save the summer of 2003 which I spent at home. Nine consecutive summers is enough to merit a year off. Camp is a HUGE part of my life and after thirteen summers of being nestled in between the Green and White mountains, who wouldn't fall in love with the place? This summer I am head of Archery and have a tent of three, twelve and thirteen year old girls.

I like to say I have an affinity for words. I write and read plenty. I won't say more than I should because there is no such concept. I have a very strong association with music, though I don't actually create any of my own.

I refuse to conform to gender stereotypes. I'll be the first to admit I watch porn and play with power tools. I still sleep with my teddy bear and make friendship bracelets. I at one point had aspirations to be a mechanical engineer, though those have since faded a little. As a general rule I do not wear skirts either, but there are exceptions.

I am a naive angel and a self destructive force to be reckoned with. I am the little girl who plays air guitar to Hendrix when no one is looking. I am the girl in the corner who you are convinced is tangled in a web of thought, but is watching you out of the corner of her eye.

I enjoy experiences that take me out of my head on occasion. There tends to be a lot going on in there and escapes are usually welcome.

Love and sexual attraction for me are genderless and women intrigue me a LOT. More often than not I will notice women in public more than men. I'm the chick who'll notice the attractive girl before you even say it, though my definition of "attractive" probably isn't yours.