About

that is me and my love

I am a ninteen year old bisexual female who has no life.
yay me...
I have just gotten a better job then starbucks..yay me...
other then on gaia I have a total of 3 friends.
one happens to have a baby and a husband now so I barely see her...kinda sucks since she's my best friend.
the other two live out of state (recently moved within the last two years)
I am in love with my fiancee scott....yep, I'm gunna marry that man!!
people call me gothic or emo, but I dont call myself anything but me.
I dress how I like, and if my fav. outfits fall under the gothic/emo scene, then, whatever!!!
I AM A CUTTER.
though I have been doing that since before emo was a thing!

sounds painful dont it?
well its not...not really, just feels good to me, like many others and their drugs, I have my razors and knifes!

I smoke and I drink, but whatever, I am a free person living in a free country so I can damn well do as I please!!!


if you cant tell I enjoy anime and manga!
my fav at the moment is Naruto, not because everyone else likes it, but because the damn show amuses me.
I enjoy many other anime's as well, but I just dont feel like listing them.
same goes for manga, though my favorite at this moment is gravitation.

I LOVE LITERATURE.
covers all that necisary s**t.
I am a writer, I will write in journals, I have a poetry book almost full (remind me to get a new book soon)
I am also working on a few short stories and fan-fictions.
dont ask to see any of these because only my closest personal friends even have a chance to see any of that s**t I mentioned up there.

I collect hats...or anything that goes on your head.

on how I look, well as you can see I have black hair, but my natural color is a dirty blond (make a joke, go ahead, there aint none I havent heard yet!!)
my eyes are green and I stand at 5'7.
usually I am wearing a long sleeved shirt and a black skirt.
though right now my favorite outfit consists of a black button down shirt, a red skirt (looks kinda like a kilt, but isnt, and I have a chain around one of my sides)
,my black leggings (holes in one leg), and my knee high black and red platform boots (god I love those shoes)
my make-up usually consists of eyeliner.
I paint my nails black usually.
I dont wear lipstick or alot of jewlery, but whatever.

I like to dance, though I dont know how, and I dont play DDR, though I would like to try it out...but yeah.

over the internet it may not seem like it, but I am extreamly shy.
it usually takes me awhile to warm up to anybody and even after I do I will talk very little, unless I FEEL like putting in my two cents.

um...I dont know if there is anything else I need to put up her....except that, yes this is a mule account, and yes I do unfortunattly go weeks without logging on to this account, but whatever, you'll hear from me when you hear from me....

okay....bye now...