About
"Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see. I'm thinking No, I mean, a yes, but it's all wrong. That is, I think I disagree."
That's my favorite line from Strawberry Fields Forever.
My philosophy;
"I know I'm either crazy or I'm a genius. They haven't locked me away yet, so I'm not crazy... therefore, I must be a genius." --John Lennon.
Hah ha. When you think about it, it makes sense.
What People think;
People think I'm naive, strange and a little out of tune with the rest of society. I am. When it comes to some things, at least. I'm naive when it comes to love, because, well... as intriguing as i find the feeling, I don't know how to express it. I'm timid... nervous. Bad things have happened to me before that I have absolutely NO desire to happen to me again. I suppose those events have made me hyper-sensitive to touch, because whenever someone lightly, barely brushes my shoulder, I jump. I'm not really that naive, though. I can be very cheeky when the conversation calls for it.
People think me strange because of what I like, what I enjoy. I enjoy drawing, writing and fashion designing. I love art. But that's a good thing for me; without art, I'd explode. My imagination is so over-active, sometimes I shut down and just daydream. People, you are right. I am strange. But I'm a genius because of it.
As for being out of tune, my mind, heart and soul are almost completely stuck in the sixties. I prefer those styles (now called modern-mod) than the skinny jeans and the furry boots and the Ambercrombie outfits for skinny people who have nearly no breasts.
Snapping out of that before I lauch into a rant (because those make me feel So much better)... I know I'm not doing a good job of describing myself, but... It's hard for me. What is there to describe, what do I dwell on for you people?
My aspirations?
I want to be a to be fashion designer. I understand the industry is big, but I just want to be able to finally express myself. My tastes and interests. While I'm fashion designing, I'll be a free lance author for the heck of it. An artist. Everything to express who I am, I want to do.
My fantasies?
My power wish is to contol the wind.
What I want?
I want... I want someone to take the time to understand and pay attention to me, just as much as I would them. I have ears to listen, and I'm good at doing so. I can feel what you feel (go empathy! Thanks, Dad) when you feel it.
What bugs me?
I can't stand the sound of baloons popping. It's bugged me for as long as I can remember. I hate when people don't listen and I can't stand a story that ends too soon. I can't handle someone, anyone saying I don't know how they feel. I empathize with everyone. It's not that selective. But the worst is someone not taking me seriously. I amd not a joke, here for your amusement. I am NOT cute when I'm angry. And when I'm laughing at something bad that's hapening, I do NOT think it's funny. It's just how I cope. It's eaither a giggle fit or all-out sobbing hysterics. Personally, I prefer the giggles.
I don't think I've covered everything, but I can't think of anything else....
except maybe to advertise?
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You are an artist, my friend smile
I've become obsessed with smilie faces latley smile
I certainly have been a lot happier all of a sudden. x] I guess theyhave the magical ability to make yoy happy, too. x]
No, I haven't. I've only read Beccaecka's. Bwcause I was really bored one day, and when I read it, I fell in love with The Beatles again. Her fanfic is amazing, and it totaly murdered my 8 month Johnny Depp obsession and my 3 month Batman obsession. x]
I'm currently reading one by Beccaecka who is also a deviantart user. You should check it out.
I'll have to read yours sometime. ;]