Being Lost
~I am some what of an average teenage girl. Although I usually am a bit more... oh what's the world?.... spacey than most. My head in generally in the clouds. I am an author of fiction books although I haven't finished anything yet due to my enourmous amount of procrasination that runs in my blood. I love the color black and have a very hard time feeling excepted and welcome into groups. Even most times I feel as though I don't fit with my best friend.
I have fallen in love once and it was the lamest mistake of my life and the kid wasn't even worth it. (Martin, honey, if you're reading this I would like to take the time to say I am honestly 100% over you and would very much appreciate it if you stopped trying to talk to me. It's been over a year, time to let go.)
I spend most of the day listening to music of all kinds. Except country! I literally cannot stand country minus the random select 30 songs that I grew up with. I despise nail files, they make me cringe. Rather than going on about the things I hate why don't I focus on the things I actually like. I love The Office, Heros, 30Rock and many other amazing shows. Although I no longer have cable I still enjoy randomly quoting from the shows I have spent hours of my life watching.
I work eight hours a week as desk help and custodian at my parents athletic club. It is my dream to go to Italy. I am planning to live the remainder of my life in Europe. Don't get me wrong, America is.... great.... I just would prefer to live with a much different culture than what I have been raised in. I am a deep thinker and spend a lot of time in my mind creating... well, everything. From math problems to stories. Rehashing memories and finding answers of the mysteries of life.
I cannot say how often I do find the answers but I am always searching for them. My friends come to me as a shrink. I guess it makes sense since I have a caring personality and I got a 98 in Psychology. But I am the friend in your circle that listens to problems and steps outside the box to see the whole picture and find the solution or offers suggestions. So in a sense I am an unlicensed shrink. I am rambling on and have so much more to say. However, time is short and I must go. This is Lost In Utopia~
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i looking AWSOME!!! lol jk
but still really cool smile