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I am an outgoing person that does not care what many think. I tend to make some of the people I know laugh...but at the same time irritate them. I have even lost friends I did not want to lose so the following should provide the rest of what i think now...Usually at times I stay alone and isn't so bad, many others might think that friends are all you need to have a life so they help you at hard times. Me... well I prefer being alone but it is nice to talk to people... sometimes... in the past.. I used to be sociable now not so sure about it. This is what i thought when i was sociable "are the people i talk to truly friends ? are they really the ones I should be with? or what if they aren't then again they are with me at times when i am sad or alone...." to this day i ponder that same thing over and over again I know this is the way to be more locked up and overprotective to myself by not giving any chances or risks but.... haven't you thought of it seeing that your friends might turn on you and also i know that psychiatrists say take risks on people and enjoy what you had with them or they might say just remember the good things you had with that person... i do that many days and still i ponder my question i know there is an answer but i know that no mortal can say it for all of the people of this world do not know what it means the only ones that should be closest to the answer are the ones that have been heartbroken by the ones they care about lost sight of what is good they shared with everyone they know even i do not know the answer all i know is there is only one question that can lead this to the final answer the one that is truly almost all the time at the last part of wondering "What is my reason to be Alive?" and that is all i know.....
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