To My Love...
From the dawning eves I look down to you and see the face of containment. It's echo chiming in my mind like the river I watched you cross to get here. The words ring loudly through the trees and my eyes well with the tears that I cried to make you come back to me. "Methious Kathios Melfane," you spoke to me and I knew then there was no more I needed to fear. "Methious Loren Fathious"
You spoke those alone in the room as you walked in upon by a group of over a hundred. "My love won't die even if I do" was my pledge to you. I tried to keep that promise. I feel like I've failed. The wind whistles a cold tune in my ears and I look to where you stood, you walked away from me, you left and I was empty. I vowed to myself to never break that promise again.
I told myself over and over there was always the doubt but there was never a reason. I let myself fall and now I must pick myself back up. I hurt and I cry and I see the lights above me twinkle, their stories playing like records in my mind. I owe you my life, I don't quite see how I can ever repay you. I know you see the things I do as hurtful to you, But I also know you can see the Love there.
My heart bled that night standing on the eves. My eyes cried so hard they felt like they broken, I lost my footing as you walked off into the distance and I knew I had made a mistake. I won't lose you again, I would not be able to stand it. "Methious Kathios Melfane" I mouthed to the tree where you had been, My love for you always, the words I always have trouble saying,
"Methious Kathios Melfane Fen" was the set I never said, I only tried hard to show it. I felt as though I was never good enough to say those words to you. I feel now as though should I say them you may never hear them. But I will say them for you, because my promise is this. For always and a day I will love and cherish my Master. My Love, My Protector, My everything, My only thing that I have.
Methious Kathios Melfane Fen. My Love to you always Master.
The Ending
Walking from life into death and darkness the hidden one swaying only in confidence.
She walks alone and tears stream her face reflecting gold in the waterways.
She stops and stands still waiting for her life to end and the reign of dark to begin
She sits down and looks around her noting the things around her becoming shaded and hidden from view.
The light falters and yet she can still see clearly.
She can see those who would wish her ill and can see where she should and could have been stronger.
She can see all the people who only wanted to take from her and never give.
She see's all she has done and feels she could have done more.
She then see's the person standing in front of her shaking his head and saying no.
Telling her she couldn't have done more and should have done less.
Telling her he wishes he could still see her.
Watching the tears stream from his face the dark around him fades.
She see's him sitting in a bed and looking to a ceiling her standing next to it.
She can see the tears lining his own face as he lays down and attempts to sleep.
She then lays next to him knowing he can't feel her.
She cries the entire time until she can't see anything anymore.
When she can see again she can feel him holding her.
She can feel his breath in his chest as she looks up and he is fast asleep.
Tears fall from her eyes again as she hugs him to her tightly and pets his head.
She rocks back and forth slowly as he wakes in her arms and looks to her.
His mouth moves but she hears no words.
His eyes shine but she see's the sadness in them.
She suddenly feels herself falling as she is surrounded by darkness once more.
This time she doesn't see anything.
This time there's no more light to see.
Intwined
When I awake in the midst of the night, my thoughts begin to drift to you. I can feel the air change about me as I feel your energy give way to life and the smell of your love for me fills my nose. I look about and all I can tell anyone is that I am loved. Whether they see you or not I know you are there, both of you, just standing there watching me and waiting for me to come with you and love you just the same as you do me. I look to you and smile warmly as I drift into sleep to come and visit your pleasent thoughts and dreams. I will always feel you near me no matter what, that only makes me love you that much more.
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