Hey everyone! My name is Athena, but I would like if my friends on here called me Mother, or Mother Nina, or any other name that can be derived from such. The number one thing I want out of my life right now is to have children. I am a mother at heart, and until such a time as I can have my own biological children, my friends will be mothered by me. Ask one, they'll tell you it's the honest to Gods truth. And yes, I know I mention this again in a few paragraphs.
I will not choose sides. I have no loyalties save that to myself and my friends. I have had to play sides my whole life, and I despise it with such an intense passion, that I would rather remain neutral. I have a lot of s**t going down in my life right now, and I would love to have those I care about standing behind me, as hard as that is. If you want to become my friend, I need to know that you're not going to tell me something one minute, and mean something else entirely the next. I'm here for everyone, even those that aren't my friends, as long as they need me. The only thing I request in return is that you be here for ME when I need you most. You won't know until it happens how much it means to me.
I like Inuyasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, Naruto occasionally and the new show I really like is Storm Hawks. As far as movies, there are so many, I wouldn't do the justice many deserve. But the most notable ones are: Rocky Horror Picture Show, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Caribbean, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Queen of the Damned, and all the Robin Williams movies. (I've seen most of them.)
I don't watch TV that mucho, but what I do watch from time to time is ^up there^, as wells as Criss Angel Mindfreak, America's got Talent, Last Comic Standing, and the history channel when I can. I like learning about the stuff they put on there, 'cause it's not usually something most teens are into, and I can sound like I know what I'm talking about, not just taking a guess at everything
Oh, and I have an obsession with Amp energy drink.
>_<
For those of you who do not know, I am a witch. I choose not to follow a religious affiliation, however the two closest classifications I know of are agnostic, and wiccan. I believe strongly in magicke, however the dieties of wicca I do not, therefore making me "agnostic".
I have OCD, although it is not as bad as it used to be, and it now only covers a few areas. Yes, to those who do know me, I am actually admitting I have it. ^_^
Wanna know my goal in life? Want to know my one dream and aspiration?
Kids.
I want to have kids. That's it, plain and simple. I wanna be a mother, and spend my life taking care of the kids I birth. If a husband comes with that package, than it's just icing on the cake. If a wife comes with it, and I have to go to a sperm bank, than the icing is still there. If it means being alone, than I just get the cake without the sick. (sugar makes me sick, fyi. Maybe that last line makes more sense now? lolz)
I recently wrote a poem that I really really liked. Instead of putting it in a journal, I'll put it here. It was written in response to one of my Brother's journal entries as advice, however many of us can also apply it to our own lives.
Were for words
and thoughts for naught I know thine love
and know the cost Keep you well
that you hath earned guard like treasure
who art concerned wishes well
from me and mine may you always
pay heed my rhyme
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Hope that you will find your lover