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(05/27/2006 04:28 am)

Hate Me

Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!

(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so ******** far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

(Verse 3)
And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I found out I can't make it go away, just make it stop
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you did this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you, for you, for you, for you...

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Yuga Shizuka Report | 06/02/2008 3:56 pm: Hey Cool Profile I love southpark.
-_Mindless Destruction_- Report | 10/13/2007 12:41 pm: Hey scar, its Kat....
lastinlineforlunch Report | 05/29/2007 6:37 pm: randomn comment!
lastinlineforlunch Report | 05/14/2007 5:25 pm: you are I guess...but what are you talking about?
lastinlineforlunch Report | 05/12/2007 5:08 am: good dor you?
lastinlineforlunch Report | 05/08/2007 2:31 pm: ...?
lastinlineforlunch Report | 05/04/2007 2:25 pm: okay...
lastinlineforlunch Report | 04/30/2007 3:26 pm: Which one?
-_Mindless Destruction_- Report | 04/27/2007 12:29 am: Ah, girls and school? Pretty good boy. you need to keep good grades in school and treat you're gal with alot of respect...as for drinking and smoking you literally need to stop that crap. I am seriously not joking about stopping either. I used to do that s**t and it got me messed up, so stop before you get hard core into it....not kidding here....
lastinlineforlunch Report | 04/19/2007 6:07 pm: What are you like twelve? You don't look like you could even punch an old lady. If so what gang are you in? ANd who's the guy sitting next to you he's pretty hot^^

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well my name is matsufubu((it means matthew)) and im 15 and my birthday is on febuary 14 yes valentines day

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