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Sorry I make fun of Everyone
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and since so many of you want to know my Ethnicity
I am Half Hispanic, Half German and Italian.

Look into the mirror, and please, briefly explain to me
What you see. Well, obviously, yourself, but you cant even
Take hold of that occupation. In your own world, on another
Planet, you are someone else. You created a mask to show
The world that you’re a beautiful, intelligent person, but
Deep down, your this hideous monster, ready to scratch your eyes out
Because you are so sick and tired of this plastic, fake nightmare.


There is no need to pinch yourself, no need to close and reopen your
Eyes. You aren’t dreaming anymore. This is real. Its all real.
I am real. And I know that this is only the beginning.
So pull out the makeup, the contacts, the hair extensions.
Bend over the toilet, and send all of the food back to where it
Belongs. Down into the sewer.


Life is like being under the spotlight . Everyone will
Only be looking at you. Watching you. Listening to you.
First impressions are key. Once you make a complete fool out
Yourself, you have pretty much ruined it for the rest of your
Existence. Be prepared, things do not always come easy
As portrayed by many.
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Hurry, the clock is ticking. Time is passing by.
No one is going to care who you are anymore. You
Will end up some random pedestrian walking on the
Sidewalk, hoping that one day someone will notice you once
Again. All you have left in the end is your self. One day
You will be six feet under, encased in a dark box while
Little creatures eat away at the once beautiful person
You were. You wont have friends, acquaintances, confidantes.
Only you. Make a decision fast. How do you want to be
Remembered? The person who spent hours looking into the
Mirror on the brink of death trying to create a perfection only
Achieved by Adobe Photoshop? The Pathetic human being
Who always tried to fit in to the crowd just to feel wanted?
Or just someone who couldn’t care less altogether? Its up to you
My dear. Every time you inhale and exhale, every time
You blink, seconds pass by, and although very miniscule,
Your life is shortened. Live life to the fullest. ********
What everyone else thinks.


It became the monster, who filled peoples minds
With pestilence. Troubled waters, and confusion.
Your beauty has taken over, changed your perception
As if heroine ran through your veins. Your not
Yourself any longer, only a mere shadow of what you
Once were. Get ready, put on the mask my dear,
Another day has come.
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My FAVORATE comment.
Make sure to highlight it.


User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show. I seriously think you're the ugliest thing I have ever seen in my life. But I think about you all the time.
Every time my phone says that I got a new message from you I feel like tying myself to a railroad track and falling asleep. I'd sleep anywhere as long as your next to me.
Whenever I hear your stupid voice on the phone I actually hope I go deaf so I don't have to listen to you anymore. Your voice excites me in all the wrong ways. <33
The text in black is the exact opposite of what I think about you. The text in white shows how much apart of my life you are. <3

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jessicaaa491977

Report | 01/24/2008 6:48 am

jessicaaa491977

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scottyguy1000

Report | 06/14/2007 4:35 pm

scottyguy1000

those pics are soooooooooooo hot.
Lady Brutal

Report | 05/23/2007 2:45 am

Lady Brutal

can i have your hair?

=]
i O N i C M i S t R E S S

Report | 05/22/2007 2:32 am

i O N i C M i S t R E S S

u seem like a nice person add me please smile
numbuh1uke

Report | 05/20/2007 10:13 am

numbuh1uke

*points at screen* IS CUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shinri-san

Report | 05/02/2007 9:09 am

Shinri-san

hello I saw your'e signature and i'm a bisexual and i want to be your'e friend.
EyeBleed

Report | 05/01/2007 7:35 pm

EyeBleed

Gahhh...cx
Mattie, You Look so old.....Are you sure your not 24?
j/k
Comment Back?
Magdalenes Fermata

Report | 04/29/2007 10:26 pm

Magdalenes Fermata

ily bbycakes. <3
DOPE BETCH

Report | 04/21/2007 11:01 pm

DOPE BETCH

hihi.
C:
~krazydoesntdescibeme~

Report | 04/11/2007 4:10 pm

~krazydoesntdescibeme~

ur so gorgeous >.<

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