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postponed
you make me happy
youmake me sad
i am postponed
you open your heart
but close it when grasped
i am postponed
you tell me yes
you tell me after
i am postponed
you ask me
i say no
i am not postponed
i am continued


black christmas tree
christmassongs playing
people coming to choose a tree
beautiful ever-green trees lined up in rows
with their fur so fluffy and soft to the touch
barely noticeable in a corner,
under a flickering light
stands a tall withered black tree
ignored by ignorance
it sat untouched, unseen
until the night of eve
one of which aura of a fallen angle, saw in such wonder
for only the black tree under the flickering light was left
the angle tightened the bulb
as the light grew still the tree began to brighten and sparkle
until the day of jesus the tree was the most beautiful of all.

torn apart
drowning in my pain
tears burning to hearts cnotent

pain
pain..
feeling no love..passion
happiness..
only the horrid pain you have bestowed apon me
drowning me in the burning flames of my tears
forever trapped in your soul binding spell
screaming but never heard
..screaming..
beautiful death vengance
beautiful death vengance
i repeated in my head,as i walked down the halls of agony and pain.
thinking of her
thinking of her aura of black roses on a cold winter night.
visualizing her heartless eyes gleaming at you as if she were looking at hell itself.
as she's walking alone in the dark, seeing her broken wings.
beautiful black wings splattered with blood.
unable to fly, unable to leave this world.
as i watch her remembering the peircing words of reject.
i repeat in my head....
beautiful death vengance
beautiful death vengance.
as i put the gun to my head,she's there.
i see her there watching my death smileing holding my hand..........
gun shot
now i'm here walking alone wuth beautiful black wings slpattered with blood unable to pass on to leave the dreadful dark world.


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FilmMakerWannabe

Report | 05/21/2007 5:16 pm

FilmMakerWannabe

your profile has just been RAPED
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Report | 04/13/2007 9:04 am

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random
DramaNerd67

Report | 03/25/2007 6:09 am

DramaNerd67

duong~vivien

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
D=postponed=D

Report | 02/11/2007 1:17 am

D=postponed=D

why hello me! xd
GreenAznApple

Report | 02/09/2007 7:02 pm

GreenAznApple

what kind of meds you want?
GreenAznApple

Report | 02/08/2007 4:01 pm

GreenAznApple

hi smile
grendel_ate_sarah

Report | 01/18/2007 10:36 pm

grendel_ate_sarah

Thank you
Crisis_Comet

Report | 01/18/2007 3:56 pm

Crisis_Comet

random.
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mEtrO L0vE

Report | 05/24/2006 3:22 pm

mEtrO L0vE

hi
violetcow1234

Report | 05/24/2006 2:30 pm

violetcow1234

hi

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