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Pure eyes, blue like a glassy bead---
You are always looking at me
and I am always looking at you.

Ah, you're too meek ---
beautiful, unspoiled:
thus I'm so sad, I suffer---
and so happy, it hurts.

I want to hurt you
and destroy myself
What you would think
if you knew how I felt?

Would you simply smile,
not saying a word?
Even curses from your mouth
would be as beautiful as pearls.

I place my left hand on your
face as though we were to kiss.
Then I suddenly shove my thumb
deep into your eyesocket.
Abruptly, decisively,
like drilling a hole.

And what would it feel like?
Like jelly?
Trembling with ecstasy, I obscenely
mix it around and around: I must
taste the warmth of your blood.

How would you scream?
Would you shriek "It hurts!
It hurts!" as cinnabar-red tears
stream from your crushed eye?

You can't know the maddening
hunger I've felt in the midst of
our kisses, so many of them
I've lost count.

As though drinking in your cries,
I bring my hopes to fruition:
biting your tongue, shredding it,
biting at your lips as if tasting
your lipstick.

Oh, what euphoric heights I would
reach, having my desires fulfilled
like a greedy, gluttonous cur.

I longed, too, for your cherry-tinted
cheeks, tasty enough to bewitch my
tongue.
I would surely be healed,
and would cry like a child.

And how is your tender ear?
It brushes against my cheek;
I want it to creep up to my lips so
I can sink my teeth into its flesh.

Your left ear, always hearing words
whispered sweet as pie ---
I want it to hear my true feelings.
I never lied, no...
but I did have my secrets.

Ah, but what must you think of me?
Do you hate me? Are you afraid?
As though inviting you to the agony
at the play's end; if you wish, you
could destroy me --- I wouldn't care.

As you wish, you may destroy me
--- I wouldn't care.

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SukiAburakoji

Report | 03/25/2006 3:41 pm

SukiAburakoji

hey!!! we missed you yestderday XD
eighty888

Report | 03/21/2006 6:46 pm

eighty888

Gah your right i was nakid! but for very good reason >.>

i was renting out clothes while i wasn't online to some new people.

saved up so much monies disided on a new look all together heart
Yogore

Report | 03/20/2006 8:04 pm

Yogore

Hey
=D rofl
thanks.
For that comment, you made my day! <3
Hehe, I love the background on your profile!
I find it to be ******** overwhelming.
=D
SukiAburakoji

Report | 03/17/2006 10:50 am

SukiAburakoji

i know, i was waiting, and i couldn't find you, and thnx! mrgreen
SukiAburakoji

Report | 03/14/2006 12:56 pm

SukiAburakoji

hey cuz whee
eighty888

Report | 03/11/2006 2:21 pm

eighty888

thank you very much <3 i like your avi too so far

kinda of an essentric biker chick

love you lots heart
SukiAburakoji

Report | 03/10/2006 3:23 pm

SukiAburakoji

hahaha, but you're good at it, well that's what i thought from hearing you in english sweatdrop
SukiAburakoji

Report | 03/09/2006 2:30 pm

SukiAburakoji

meh i'm ok confused
SukiAburakoji

Report | 03/06/2006 12:58 pm

SukiAburakoji

heyz!! your avi is looking great X3
eighty888

Report | 03/05/2006 1:40 pm

eighty888

XD it's okay you are your own friend right? xD any ways thanks for enjoying my profile page =D

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