Hi, I'm Marina from the guild Neko Heaven & I just wanted to see if you might like to check it out & possibly become a member? If so, let me know & I'll send an invite~
bah! my amazing angel imp would stop you, and my epic battle doves would tie you into place!!!
Oh, and by the way, the argument on whose better, pirates or ninjas, is WAY overratted. Why? Becus vampire are better than both of them. HA!!! TAKE THAT!
oh yeah, well, I have a kick-a** sword that i can redirect your lightning with! And then when you are so stunned by my awesome power, I shall stab you ever so gently!!! bwahahahahaha!!! What do you think about that? :3
And to the answer of the long line of questions.....
1) no, I'm not doing it anymore. Mom found out about it... ah, about a week or so before my birthday, and it hasn't happened since, though its a pain in the a** to stop...to be honest its a type of addiction, its really hard to stop once you do it the first time.
2) Why I did it? Well, I just needed to relieve all the stress and such from inside and I knew what I was expecting(I had experimented with cutting before all this, around 7th-or was it 8th? I don't remember-grade. So, I knew what I was getting into and I knew how it would make me feel inside, so it wasn't like I was stepping into unknown territory. You probally already know this, but when you do cut, it releases endorphins(I think thats how you spell it...) from your brain, which are the good-feeling chemicals, so it(at least for me) calmed me down and it makes you feel better, thus making it addicting. I knew that it wasn't a good idea, but I felt lost and I needed something quick and easy.
3) N.O. But yeah, I can see why you thought that... no there was no sex, although there was a time where we came close-ish(all clothing stayed on by the way), but I told him to stop, which he did. Although, when he did break up with me, I regreted saying no thinking maybe he would have stayed, but I knew that it still would have been the same out come. Now though, I don't regret it. I know that it was better, and so on. Every so often though I think about what would have happened if I didn't. *shrugs*
Anyway, enough about me. And don't worry, I don't mind answering your questions. ^^
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Oh, and by the way, the argument on whose better, pirates or ninjas, is WAY overratted. Why? Becus vampire are better than both of them. HA!!! TAKE THAT!
1) no, I'm not doing it anymore. Mom found out about it... ah, about a week or so before my birthday, and it hasn't happened since, though its a pain in the a** to stop...to be honest its a type of addiction, its really hard to stop once you do it the first time.
2) Why I did it? Well, I just needed to relieve all the stress and such from inside and I knew what I was expecting(I had experimented with cutting before all this, around 7th-or was it 8th? I don't remember-grade. So, I knew what I was getting into and I knew how it would make me feel inside, so it wasn't like I was stepping into unknown territory. You probally already know this, but when you do cut, it releases endorphins(I think thats how you spell it...) from your brain, which are the good-feeling chemicals, so it(at least for me) calmed me down and it makes you feel better, thus making it addicting. I knew that it wasn't a good idea, but I felt lost and I needed something quick and easy.
3) N.O. But yeah, I can see why you thought that... no there was no sex, although there was a time where we came close-ish(all clothing stayed on by the way), but I told him to stop, which he did. Although, when he did break up with me, I regreted saying no thinking maybe he would have stayed, but I knew that it still would have been the same out come. Now though, I don't regret it. I know that it was better, and so on. Every so often though I think about what would have happened if I didn't. *shrugs*
Anyway, enough about me. And don't worry, I don't mind answering your questions. ^^
Anywho, did you make Zac drive back up? lol