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Heyya.the name's Faythe
or Jay Jay to those of closer nature.
i'm small, 18 years of age, Purple hair and average build, i'm hyper and depressed, i'm giggly and bubbly, i might be human just like you
i dress in black with chains and spikes, i vary it with some colour, but not alot, i'm a night stalker now a true nocturnal creation of my good master i am what you would call, his evil side, i'm a good girl, when i can be bothered trying but then again i'm just a freak with a bad a** attitude, i get good grades in school, i walk alone, i sit out under the stars and walk out at night even if it's raining, i love the smell of blood for some reason and the metallic taste from it. i have a pale complection and look ill almost all the time.
i was once that sweet innocent little blonde girl next door with the ''gorgeous long hair and big blue eyes'' that could do no wrong, pfffft, ye, RIGHT! i sat and talked to myself at night only i wasn't talking to myself my old house was haunted so to say. i just saw them as more company. they were lonely and so was i. we moved away and my life started going downhill. i lost my friends, i forgot who i was and now she's trapped somewhere in the never ending blackness of, well, the shell i am now. my family started falling apart, i had become some form of criminal. and then i lost my dad. and some more friends, and now i am alone. someone asked me the other day when i look out to the horizon what do i see, and i was not allowed to answer with ''nothing but never ending vastness of space and emptiness'' so i had no answer at all. he embraced me in a hug and i had not felt one so comforting in years. my depression has grown with my lonliness and i wish to say no more about myself to you weak pathetic mortal whom have no understanding of us creatures whatsoever, you're useless...
I Miss How It Used To Be
Paranoid Should Be My Middle Name
I Hate How You Put Them Before Me.
I've Changed.
Put Up With It.
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