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Back in the day, before the decayI had it all, friends, people I cared for
I've all but dropped such dismal reminders
of a past I'm not so proud to have been involved in.
I want to feel but I don't want to hurt;
I want to love but hate will become of it;
I want to be surrounded by a group of people,
people that care, not those that hide what they think.
I want an unattainable amount that nobody and everybody
in the world can understand. To walk again is pure fantasy
a fantasy that is dying among the clouds, never to return again
You think you know of my problems but you can't,
this isn't just teen angst or whatever label you can give it to hide that which you don't know.
Don't pretend to care, Care
Don't pretend to love, Love
Don't pretend, Please.
Talk to me.
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We havent talked In like forever
How are you stud muffin?
Gahh I miss you :]
ILY
not trying to reciprocate that on you, of course
C:
just sayin
Goodnight and you too.
I wanna admire. :] I'm okay being in love.
D; But I think he just doesn't want to remember.
It gets him all confused about how he feels about me and about her. /:
;] i like him getting confused....
but no we dont talk deep. just laugh about things and sometimes talk about us./; try to avoid that though.
Eh.
They're fine, I guess.
I can't do anything about it.
I keep like...blocking him on MSN, then unblocking him cause I wanna say something short.
Then not being able to block him again.
/: I miss him too much to let go. D: And I don't want to risk the chance of him not missing me after not talking for a while, or him forgetting me.
But they're fine I guess.
I haven't cried today. :'D
=]