craaaaaazy writing!
here is a few random pieces of journal entryits weird you might think im a freak but i know i am
#1
becoming insane while her brain rots away believing someones gone who isn't only technically but she is still very sad there is an open wound in her
chest and when ever she hears the name.... the gaping wounds rips open agaiNnearly taking her life each time the name is spoken by anyone will she die? or will her arms support around her torso keep her alive? ....
#2
as the moment just got worse and worse i couldn't stop myself i was actually there i just had to... there was no way couldn't i pretend it wasn't happening as i took another step forward on to the cold wet earth i sighed and took yet another step. what could i do? was there anything? i sighed again and by now i was at the edge, tears streaming down my face as the rain kicked in and the wind blew. i was insane and that was a fact. ready ?i thought to myself "whew ok i can do this just one more step and...
#3
alright i was there and i couldn't hold back the sobs i realized he was gone it was so hard to think about and that i had been lied to...... that was just another layer on the death cake so there was no more reason to live. i was ready as i ever would be right there with the wind it felt nice strangely but nothing was actually normal so i went along with it. i was at the edge but i decided to make it more fun. i backed up without looking so i fell and scuffed up my hands a little bit but it didn't hurt i couldn't feel more pain then i already did. Ok finally to the point i was backed up as far as i wanted to be and strangely a smile went across my face because i knew the pain would be gone soon and that made me eager so i sprinted as fast as i could towards the edge and then jumped as far as i could out into the open space. and then i was going straight down and then.... i was submerged at least eleven feet under the water it was cold and refreshing and then i sank and kept trying to go down but the current wouldnt let me so i sighed and that filled my lungs with more water i felt it a litlle but not as much as how i had felt when it... he never mind it didn't matter anymore all that mattered was that i was getting rid of this agonizing pain. and i think in about five minutes it would be gone and then i inhaled again but then i heard a voice inside my head... wast it a god? no. was it me ? definitely not the voice i was hearing was a soft velvety nice voice unlike mine. oh well i will never no it doesn't matter hey i think it has been five minutes maybe those were angels or something talking to me that would be neat. i think. i am not sure i feel like i am still in the water. and then she coughted letting al of the water that was already in her spill out and then let the new water come in that was it she was really truely and finaal getting rid of that pain that had been haunting her but oh wait ......... TO BE CONTINUED
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sorry emma just liiike started adding a buuunch of people for me!