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well not too long ago my heart has been broken again by the same girl for the 4th time and i cant realy see what makes her think the way she dos and she use to be so posative but she acts so negative and idk what to do she wants me to be friends with her but she dosent act like that she is she acts like she is mad about somthing we have broken up over little stuff like drama and school nothing like cheating im not that type of guy to much stress i hear. but anyways we had it so good the first time we were aways there for each other then she acted like she wanted 2 be with me then acted like she didnt we r the same age and im like 6 days older pretty crazy right hmmm well alls i know is that i dont thank we should ever get back to gether but i will aways be their for her it just gets so confusing but more about me im 16 soon will be 17 and when i get out of high school i will be going in to the service to be a marine kool right well ithink it will be fun for a person like me it will get me away from the small town im in and away from all the drama that stresses me. im all for fun but if it has something to with hurting some one keep me out of it because i cant stand hurting ppl unless they mess with my friends and family then i will have to step in but anyways i have my ups and downs with ppl every 1 dos i think. well i like some pretty kool bads like all that remains,paramore , as i lay dying, just surender and more those where the only ones in my head at this time. im not a poser or any1 trying to impress some 1 i am who am 4 a reason love me for who i am. i thank ppl will get along better that way and know 1 will be like well this person says u act this way and this ways ahh it gets annoying well thats all i have to say be sides i love my family, friends, god and i love taylor i just hope 1 day we will get threw the stuff we go threw to gather we might not be togather now but i still love you like i said i will be their for u even if i have to beat some guys head in to protect u i will. sounds mean i know but i have to say some ppl are so confusing it would be kool to see somthing from each others eyes it would be cool for me. but theres a reason why we cant. any ways my names nathan carlton and im stuck in a small Podunk town. if any 1 has comments or want to talk go head i like to meet other people hopefully make some new friends well l8ter