i have fewer emotions than any human being should . i have special sense of reality because i choose be the way i am and there is not one thing and or being that can change the way that have chosen feel or live by .besides who has not gone through the things i have through sex, murder, mass, destruction, death and sorrow for the friends and family that i have seen one day and gone the next. its like if i even blink for 1 second that person just disappear.