Me....
Role playing is what I do.
I wish I could Role play every moment,
So I never get hurt.
People hurt me because I am different.
In Rps I can be me or someone like me.
I love Role playing.
It keeps me free.
No one can hurt me.
No one can make my heart hurt.
No one can make me feel so bad.
No one can make me cry.
No one can make me suffer.
No one calls me names.
No one bes mean to me.
No one seeks my harm.
No one can damage my soul.
No one makes up rumors about me.
No one gets mad at my mistakes.
I can be who ever I want here.
No one has to say a word.
I an be silent for days.
I can be with those who care about me.
I am alone and I am not.
I can be happy from playing a little while.
I have fun.
I can escape my world.
I can leave reality.
I can make things happen.
I can control my destiny.
I can control what happens.
I can be here and now instead of out there in real world where my heart hurts.
Because of the many things people have done to it.
I can be....
Love
Love hurts
He broke my heart.
He broke into dust in the wind.
Because it was so shattered it was blown away in the wind.
Then someone knew came along
He rebuilt my heart.
He built it from stratch.
Now the only one that can ruin it is the one who shattered my heart to dust
I wish he wouldn't
but he torchers me daily.
I don't know why
I have done nothing wrong.
But I could care less as long as the new guy keeps building no matter what.
I know he doesn't know that he is rebuilding my shattered heart.
He just knows who shattered it.
He is forbidden Love.
That is why I love from afar.
I can talk with him as long as the one who shaterred my orginal heart doesn't step in.
He who broke my heart
Is the only one who can hurt it again
Til the one I love love know figures it out.
Once he tells his girl friend
I will be beaten
I will not be able to talk to him or even think of him with someone there to hurt me again.
I would stil have a chance if it wasn't for the girl
Who took him away before
I got a chance
I wish it would all go away
I wish it was back right before italy where I still had a heart.
I wish I never said or told anyone
That I liked the guy who held me from behind,
Kissed me just right,
Then shatteren my heart and
doesn't even care,
who just keeps making me worse.
He doesn't kow a thing about me and yet he think he does. The one who shattered my heart
just keeps breaking it for no reason.
He won't let me be happy.
Why does he get to be happy when he has done the worst of things to me and I have done nothing wrong.
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