Nith... Hey... I... Damn it, okay, I don't know how to word this, so I'm just going to say it flat out.
Can you wait on all of this? I know you'll reply with 'I can't wait any longer' and 'I've been waiting, that's all I've been doing. You don't understand, whenever I look in the mirror I see her,' but... just listen... okay? I found a doctor who is helping me out with this pregnancy. He told me that I should probably go on bed rest because any more stress could be harmful to the baby. Now I'm a tough guy, I can deal with it, but my daughter... she can't. I've been risking so much with her already and don't want to lose her or ruin her chances of living a good life because of complications that I made from being stupid.
You... understand, right? And I'm not doing this to be difficult. Nith... I saw her the other day. The doctor did this test and I was able to see her inside of me. She's really there... really living... Roy and I are really having a daughter. It's one thing to feel her and to see how my body's growing, but when you see her... it's amazing. She's already been through so much and she's incredibly strong. I just don't want to risk it. My daughter... I... it's such a weird feeling. I don't think I've ever been this happy... well... I was really happy when Roy proposed, but... Damn...
So... could you... please let me have this child? The doctor said that he'll be able to do the surgery too. You know... cesarean section. I trust him to handle it well... After that Roy and I would be able to see our child and hold her... then I'd just have to heal and then... well... you know. I still don't know exactly what I'm going to be going through. *takes a shuddering breath* I know you really want this, I know you want to hurry... but... I really want my daughter to be healthy and... to be able to see us as a complete family before I go into this...
*rests a hand on his tummy* It's just... two months... I can report into you to tell you what's going on or something like that. You're keeping your eye on me. This should be easy... So Nith... would you...? Would you let me just have her...?
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Can you wait on all of this? I know you'll reply with 'I can't wait any longer' and 'I've been waiting, that's all I've been doing. You don't understand, whenever I look in the mirror I see her,' but... just listen... okay? I found a doctor who is helping me out with this pregnancy. He told me that I should probably go on bed rest because any more stress could be harmful to the baby. Now I'm a tough guy, I can deal with it, but my daughter... she can't. I've been risking so much with her already and don't want to lose her or ruin her chances of living a good life because of complications that I made from being stupid.
So... could you... please let me have this child? The doctor said that he'll be able to do the surgery too. You know... cesarean section. I trust him to handle it well... After that Roy and I would be able to see our child and hold her... then I'd just have to heal and then... well... you know. I still don't know exactly what I'm going to be going through. *takes a shuddering breath* I know you really want this, I know you want to hurry... but... I really want my daughter to be healthy and... to be able to see us as a complete family before I go into this...
*rests a hand on his tummy* It's just... two months... I can report into you to tell you what's going on or something like that. You're keeping your eye on me. This should be easy... So Nith... would you...? Would you let me just have her...?
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