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*Monday 04 November 2013*
Okay, so that promise I made in regards to updating this "About Me" section more often turned out to be something of a lie... S-sorry about that! To be perfectly honest, I don't really check my profile page much anymore, and I'm not really sure why that is. Perhaps it's because I don't really check profile pages out at all really. There's no curiosity of knowing who I might be roleplaying with. All I know is that there are people that I enjoy writing with. Perhaps it's a fear of finding out that they could hate something that I love, or discovering that they're an axe murderer or something.
For those of you that are interested in my personal life, there has been quite a bit going on. I feel the most important of which is to inform you all that I am no longer interested in nursing and have dropped out of the nursing program. It's been a bit hard trying to get on track after dropping out of the medical field. It was kind of a lifelong dream, and this semester proved to me that I was attempting to cling to the medical field because of its familiarity. However, after this semester, I will be retiring that dream to the shelf entirely. My experiences with the nursing program at my university and nurses in general now is fairly negative. I understand that it is the fault of a few select people and that the trends are not standardized across the country. It will take decades before I am willing to look upon a hospital without making an expression of disgust. The people that are supposed to be caring for their patients want nothing to do with them, and the truth behind the facade makes me hate them. (Nurses get burnt out, and I understand that; I hate it just the same)
I still haven't regained my appetite and I'd dare say that it's gotten even worse over the years. On top of that, it has become much harder for me to fall asleep and remain asleep as of late. There's something in the air that sets me uneasy, but the coming cold of winter has made it a little easier to fall asleep at least; though it makes me want to remain in bed as well! I spend less time than I used to online; however, my online time remain to be occupied by Gaia, Youtube, or an online comic of sorts. Add to that the length of time required to complete my online course assignments. I still enjoy roleplaying on Gaia, but I feel as though the literate community has packed their bags and moved on elsewhere through the years. I can empathize with their plight. Gaia, at least to me, appears to have been consumed by a great beast, but I can understand the temptation of it all.
There's a huge paradigm shift occurring in my life, and I hope to be able to conquer it without too much damage. It's hard not to get depressed over having to start over on a life that I had thought was planned out. It just goes to show that many things can happen over the course of a few short years. Still, I feel the point of it all is to remain optimistic in it all.
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