"Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong."

- Murphy's Law.


"Nec tecum possum vivere nec sine te."

- Martial, Epigrams XII, 46.


- Andy , 21.


I have these reoccurring thoughts? memories? regrets? I'm not even sure. Sometimes I get lost in them, sometimes I relive them, sometimes it makes me happy, sometimes it makes me sad. All I know for sure is that every time I fall down this rabbit hole- I get this strong feeling in my chest that nothing gives me anymore. Maybe that's why I always end up getting lost in these thoughts. I'm happy that I have these memories, these feelings. To be able to experience everything. The deep pain, the fairytale like moments that I thought was only in movies.

I'm happy- and I hope you are too. I wish nothing but the best for you.

Maybe in another life things could've been different.


-Andy , 29