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I have no qualms about my sometimes rude demeanor. Its the way I am, and I really am only rude to those who come to deserve it. I'm a capable of being civilized, if only you'd get to know me.

I love my Pablo! All other people I meet fall short of my love. Which is probably why I don't like you much :3

Music isn't too bad, I guess. Its nice when I don't have a headcold. I like Rammstein, Siouxie and the Banshees, and Heart the best. And a bunch of random techno songs. I can never remember their names.

I'm very much an anti-religion kind of gal, since all religion is based in celestial caprice and happenstance. If you don't know what I'm talking about, watch Zeitgeist. It disproves the Christian faith in the most beautiful way possible. I love to talk to people who try to tell me that evolution is impossible. Really. Leave your beliefs in the past; we live in an age of knowledge.

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Sangre De Espana

Report | 10/15/2009 7:42 pm

Sangre De Espana

Well, we came to terms and had a nice long talk.. She understand that we have no future and she won't get me back.. But at least we're getting along eventhough she doesn't have much time left.. Oh well, onto other things..

We'll see how I feel after Halloween.. I got an electrified steel cage match with an explosion time after 5 minutes..
Sangre De Espana

Report | 09/13/2009 7:22 pm

Sangre De Espana

Heh, I already have that taken care of.. I have someone in mind, well, someone has me in mind for when I'm ready to be with someone again.. Shes willing to wait.. As for the ex, well, I'm being blamed.. Heh, its funny how people go around saying 'If she dies, its your fault'.. Yeah, let me grab my swords and go to KY.. Then they can blame me all they want.. But no, I'm staying right where I am cause I have more important matters at hand than an ex who only wants me back so I can feel sorry for her and kill myself when she dies..

Its what she wants, not what I want.. She decided that when she 'adopted' those two girls behind my back.. So I did what I wanted and dumped her.. Fate can be what you want it to be.. Cruel, weird, deadly and sometimes, humorous.. Oh well, I hope lifes been good for you lately..
Sangre De Espana

Report | 08/27/2009 11:35 am

Sangre De Espana

Well, I've had a few matches the last few weeks and everythings gone great.. Now the only thing left is getting rid of an ex who thinks I'm still going out with them.. Irritating!!!
Sangre De Espana

Report | 08/08/2009 4:13 pm

Sangre De Espana

Well, I'm ready physically.. But mentally, I just hope so.. I hope I'm focused after all of this s**t thats happened..
Sangre De Espana

Report | 08/08/2009 3:34 pm

Sangre De Espana

Its going to hurt to leave her cause 7 years is a long time.. But if I stay and she dies, I'll probably end up following.. So, I need to do whats best for me and move on.. Looks like I'll be single for the next 10 years again, heh.. Then again, I'd rather not just go out with just anyone..

Well, vacations almost up, just a few more weeks from now and I'll be back in the ring.. I didn't exactly quit wrestling but a vascation was needed.. I mean, 4 years and no vacation? I don't think I could have gone one more year like that.. Especially since my body needed time to heal.. Wrestling is hard on the body..
Sangre De Espana

Report | 08/06/2009 8:53 pm

Sangre De Espana

Well, aggrivated by work and being driven insane as well as slashing myself over and over due to my girlfriend almost dying just days before my 27th birthday.. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.. I don't think I could take another girlfriend dying on me.. If I started cutting after one died then I can only vision whats to come if this one dies.. I need to get back into wrestling.. The only way I can ever clear my mind is through battle..
Sangre De Espana

Report | 07/29/2009 9:50 am

Sangre De Espana

Long time no see.. Hows everything been?
Wretched Cin

Report | 05/27/2009 9:00 am

Wretched Cin

Hehe, most people deserve rudeness. ;3
Sangre De Espana

Report | 09/27/2008 11:28 am

Sangre De Espana

Yeah, eventhough I'm just too used to being alone.. Not as easy to be a father if you're me.. I'm pretty much doing it all alone dispite my mother saying she'd take care of her when I need her to.. I'm not gonna end up like my brother where he and his wife can't take care of their daughter and have her staying all over the place..
Sangre De Espana

Report | 09/26/2008 4:36 pm

Sangre De Espana

Well, since the mother and I are now seperated, I've had the kid due to the mothers conditions.. Well, if you remember, she has sickle cell so, I have the kid cause of the constant trips to the hospital.. Its just been hard.. I still don't know how I'm about to work and wrestle with her around..

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