About


Welcome to my profile. I honestly don’t know why you’re here, but I assume that you were curious about me and wanted to learn more. Whatever your reason, I hope that you find something interesting in this section. Although before I go into detail about myself, there some things I want to make clear.

1) I have a lot of rare items, which I will not be selling any of them any time soon or maybe ever. I have all the Monthly Collectibles from 2004 and up. Someday I hope to get all of the Monthly Collectibles, but I doubt that will happen. I also have all of the Evolving Items that came out. I have over ten pages worth of equipable items. Even though I have a lot of items, it doesn’t make me rich. So please stop begging.


2) I’ve had a lot of accounts, and I’d like to leave whatever happened on those accounts in the past. I was incredibly dumb when I was younger, and I made a lot of poor choices, which I regret to this day. However, I’ve grown a lot since then, and I have changed as a person.

3) I cannot stress this enough. Please don’t send me random friend requests! If you want to add me because you think I’m interesting, that’s great, but have the courtesy to talk to me before you try adding me. I really hate having people on my friend list that don’t even talk or interact with me.

Ta-Freaking-Da…

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Hello, my name is Ryan, but you can call me Non or Nas since everyone does. I’m transmale, which means I’m trapped in a female body. Please use male pronouns when addressing me. I’m mostly gay, but there are certain women that I’d consider dating if there was no sex involved. However, I’m happily taken by my hubby. My body is 30 years old, but I’m only 16 years old. If you’re wondering how that’s possible, it’s simple. I have a condition called Dissociative Identity Disorder, which you might know as Multiple Personality Disorder. I came into existence sometime in May of 2004, but I cannot remember that actual date.

I live in the biggest city in Montana, which is sad because our biggest city isn’t all that big. It’s somewhat lame living here because we don’t have a lot of cool stores or restaurants. We’re so lame that we just got a Fat Boys here in town. Although I don’t know how many big cities can claim that they’ve had wild bears come into town or have deer, living near the downtown area.

If you haven’t been to my thread Open Casket, then you probably don’t know that I used to work in a funeral home. I intern at one for 2.5 years. I’ve done some pretty creepy stuff like a nap in a coffin, played in graveyards, sat in a hearse, cleaned tombstones, dyed a dead woman’s hair, and duct-taped a suit on a man just to name a few things. My job mostly involved arranging flower arrangements, dressing dead people, washing dead people, doing hair and makeup, paperwork, and cleaning. Sadly I had to stop working at the funeral home because of health issues. I miss working there, but I really miss my boss and his wife because they were so incredible.

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I am informing people about all of my fun disorders, so welcome to the bullet about my mental health. I have all the following: Anxiety Disorder, Bipolar disorder, Borderline personality disorder, Depression, Dissociative identity disorder, Emotional disorder, Gender identity disorder, Insomnia, Obsessive-compulsive disorder, Panic attacks, Panic disorder, Paranoid personality disorder, and finally Social phobia. Why am I telling you all things, though? Well, it’s not because I’m an incredible sick ********; it’s because I want you to know in Special words that I’m messed up, and these disorders affect how I will react to you and other people. I hate explaining it over and over, so I decided to be super and put it in here for you all.

Anyways, moving on…

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My host joined Gaia on August 28th of 2003, but this account was made for me a long time after that. I’m semi-addicted to Gaia. I spend most of my time here. I’m normally writing a reply for a roleplay, making graphics for people, hanging out in threads, or playing with the avatar builder. When I’m not online, something has come up, or I have bought a new video game. However, I’m never away for long. Gaia is my world because mental illnesses prevent me from having a social life offline. I’ve met most of my friends on this site, and I even met my soulmate on this site.

I have my own hangout thread called Open Casket. It’s a morbid thread because it’s dedicated to my work as a funeral home worker, but it’s also a hangout for anyone who likes morbid things. Funny enough, it’s kind of dead in there. However, I do have two regulars that help me keep the place alive. I should do more contests to attract people, except those don’t go over too well. I also have a thread dedicated to my gameplay of Zelda: Breath of the Wild. It’s a chat for people to talk about the game or get some help if they’re stuck on something in the game. If you’re curious about either thread, check the banners below.

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I started roleplay back in 2010, and I’ve been roleplaying ever since. I used to be terrible at it, but I think my quality has vastly improved. Like most writers, I don’t think my writing is any good. However, I’ve been told differently. I’m probably crazy because I have over ten characters that I’m currently writing. My longest roleplay is more than five decades old, and surprisingly I’m still writing with that person. I’ve also had my own for over three years. Check out the banners below to check out the roleplays and sample of my writing.
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I used to do art freebies, but I stopped doing them because I can’t find my tablet pen to work on art. I really wish that I could find it, though because I would like to get back into doing art. I also make graphics for people, whether it’s graphics for a thread layout or graphics roleplay layout. I also do that for free because I don’t think that I’m very good at it. I have hit and miss when it comes to making graphics. If you ever need some graphics, please ask me. Check out the banner below to see my art and my graphics.

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Over the years, I’ve met some fantastic people on this site. So I wanted to feature some of those incredible people here on my profile. The people listed below are very important to me.

Kerian Nightlove

Keri is the most important person in my life. He is my soulmate. Every day he makes me fall in love with him by doing the simplest of things. I’m very lucky to have him in my life. We’ve been together since May 30th of 2011, and we were Gaia married on February 18th of 2015.

Chaotic Mana

Mana and I have been friends for a long time. We met in an art freebie/roleplay thread. She asked me to teach her how to roleplay, and we’ve been writing together ever since then. The best part is that our characters were destined to be together.

JJ

JJ and I have been friends for a while. We met through my hubby. We didn’t hang out much until much later on, though. He’s a regular at my thread, and he’s my good friend. Recently we started writing together.

-Your New Cardigan-

Zane is my “not boyfriend,” but we really did date a long time ago. A year after we broke up, we started talking again and became good friends. You should ask him about his harem pants.

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Music

Indie, Folk, Alternative, Easy Listening, Lo-Fi, Chiptune, Rock, Emo, Pop, Punk, Jazz, Classical, and Soundtracks

Anime and Mangas

Yaoi, Shounen-ai, Shounen, Seinen, Shojo and Josei

Movie and Tv Shows

Romantic Comedy, Horror, Suspense, Action, Fantasy, Sci-Fi, Comedy, Drama, and Animated

Video Games

Legend of Zelda Games, Stardew Valley, Harvest Moon Games, Rune Factory Games, Kingdom Hearts Games, Tales Games, Final Fantasy Games, Ace Attorney Games, Mario Games, Cooking Mama Games, Diablo 3, and Enteral Sonata

Hobbies

Writing, Drawing, Graphic Design, Painting, Photography, Driving, Sewing, Sleeping, Listening to Music, Watching Tv, Watching Movies, Studying death, Studying Cultures, and Hiking.