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I am a street crawler, a pheasant by standards and a child by maturity. I was abandoned at the age of 10 by my parents for doing my most terrible deed, I slapped my sister ashleyac00 in the face, but at the time, i believed she was well deserving of one. She spoke words of hatred, death, mirery, suicide, and killing. Surely you cannot live life this way! So yes, I laid my laid upon her face at an attempt to free her mind. As a reult I was freed from my home as a child, at the age of 10. From then on I lived on the streets, eating garbage out of trash cans and collecting pennies from the ground. Hopelessly praying for enough money to show gratitude to the one living being who cares for me, Ghizero (khya7890). I hate it though, she sympathises me too much and it makes me seem unworthy so accept the little things she gives me to get by. I don't expect your sympathy. My struggles are my struggles and I don't wan't to bring my misery upon the lives of others. So don't shower me with kindness or offer me your love. I know I am cursed to street life and so shall my life be. The life of lonliness is all I am destined for, and If God saw favor in my sight in spite of my sin, maybe he'll resurrect me to liveable life. But I am poor none-the-less and I shall never be a beggar, I have morals, you money is yours, your trash is mane and that is the circle of life for one who's destiny has led him to a path of eternal sorrow. My only light in a life of darkness is Ghizero. Her compassion that I hate so much has drawn to her so that now she is like a drug to me and now I have more problems. Yes, I admit to falling in love with someone who I cannot afford. Is is my fault, I allowed myself to be consumed in a one-sided love, living off of her and thus lowering my morals. If only if only O mighty dollar seemed to stumble upon me...
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My Dream:
^ If I make enough money, and put myself together, maybe things'll get better, and maybe you'll love me like you love him. And maybe you'll see that I'm more than just some hobo on the street. And you'll know that I don't have to depend on you anymore to live and that you can depend on me. And you'll know how much I love you, and how your voice is like a Chrisanthemum in full bloom that sets me into a whirlwind of feelings that I only feel from you. But without O mighty dollar, how can i impress you? How can you love a hobo like me? Do I dream too much? Yes, this is all a dream, I'll never have you and you'll never love me and I'll never have O mighty dollar and support you in your needs. Because I am a useless piece of s**t and I'll never EVER deserve you.
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To my sister and parents:
If I hadn't done it would you let me stay?
Or did you hate me anyway?
I wonder if that's what all parents do
To their 10-year-olds who catch the blues
Sister you are so bitter
Is that why our relationship withered?
By-the-by as I'd cry more
I realized I was never adored
You never loved me
Or even raised me up
I lived my whole life troubled
Congrats, you won.
Sleeping outside on a dirty curb
How am I supposed to learn?
I live off a girl who cares for me
She MUCH better at parenting
So as you wish for my discrace
And want to banish me from every place
Just know that it's the worst
To learn from your parents that you ain't welcome
You never loved me
Or even raised me up
I lived my whole life troubled
Congrats, you won.
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I'm a poor gaian who lives in the streets, Is there anyone who would love me?
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