split into three: logan | shane | gavin
My name is Logan Apollo Valero.
Yes, that is my real name.
And I'm sick and tired of this bullshit.
I mosh.
I spit in public. I swear profusely. I make vulgar jokes. I smoke. I don't care much whether you approve or not.
I do stupid stunts with my friends just for the hell of it. We were jackasses before jackasses had a TV show. And we don't have a medical staff present. Just raw, authentic, and stupid. Stick that in your bong and smoke it.
I'm opinionated. If I don't agree, you'll know it. But unlike most other eejits, I prefer to be educated on the topic of discussion. That way I actually know what I'm talking about.
I wear a lot of black. I like the way it looks.
I can be polite. I can be a d**k. Interacting with me means being ready for both sides.
I am an atheist.
Your parents won't approve of me on first sight. Maybe not even on second sight. But they'll come around.
I believe astrology is accurate. But I'll never read a horoscope, because I think they're total bullshit.
I believe in peace. Not world peace and utopias, but peace of mind, which ultimately will make the world a better place. (If only I could take my own advice.)
I like to write. I like to draw. I like to read. I like writing the most out of all three of these. I spend my free time role playing with various writing partners. Dork? Maybe. At least I'm not the one silently watching the death of the English language.
I'm eighteen and taking a year off between high school and college. I work as much as I can because, right now, I don't know where my home is. I've been dealing with the responsibilities of the real wold since I was fourteen.
I have Dissociative Identity Disorder. Don't know what that is? Go look it up. I'm tired of being people's ******** science experiment.
I don't sleep. I'm pale. I wear sunglasses all the time. I prefer the night to the day. I like to lay on my roof and look up at the stars. I'm not afraid of the dark. I know her intimately. Like a lover. I'm done pretending I'm someone I'm not.
Death is a constant part of my life. I've gotten used to it.
I try hard to be patient. It doesn't always work.
I'm probably more than you can handle. But if you like a challenge, then by all means. We'll see how far you can get.
The fog was where I wanted to be. Halfway down the path you can't see this house. You'd never know it was here. Or any of the other places down the avenue. I couldn't see but a few feet ahead. I didn't meet a soul. Everything looked and sounded unreal. Nothing was what it is. That's what I wanted – to be alone with myself in another world where truth is untrue and life can hide from itself. Out beyond the harbor, where the road runs along the beach, I even lost the feeling of being on land. The fog and the sea seemed part of each other. It was like walking on the bottom of the sea. As if I had drowned long ago. As if I was a ghost belonging to the fog, and the fog was a ghost of the sea. It felt damned peaceful to be nothing more than a ghost within a ghost.
As it is, I will always be a stranger who never feels at home, who does not really want and is not really wanted, who can never belong, who must always be a little in love with death!
what i leave behind...
One day, I woke up and I realized,
I'm never going to be "normal."
So I said, "Screw it."
I said, "So be it."
It's only when you abandon the illusion of control that you can be truly free.
drop me a line...
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What about you? How have you been since we last spoke?
Here's my other account: Scream xx Aim x Fire xxx :3 Add me and we'll talk there.
<3 I is no stalker. I just missed yew a lot. -Pouty face-