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You can call me Jova. I'm 18 years old and am planning to move out of NYC. I live by myself at the moment, but due to some complications I can't find a job and pay my bills. I just wanted to live on my own, as I was getting tired of taking people's help for granted, you know? My mother, father, older and younger sisters, and twin brother all died in a high-rise fire, so I was living in an orphanage for a while. I should probably appreciate my foster parents more than I do, but I don't. I never asked for their help. I could have found a way to survive by myself. Well, probably not at the age of 9, but it's possible after the age of 16.

Anyways, I have a severe case of auditory hypersensitivity. I was born with Superior Canal Dehiscence Syndrome, so as I aged I gradually and subsequently developed cases of tinnitus and vestibular hyperacusis. Apparently, my brain waves mistranslate the frequencies of soundwaves and cause movement sensations. What doesn't make sense to me is this: If my brain can't distinguish between low and high at it's extremes, why am I able to hear people and carry conversations? Well, I guess I have to go to a specialist to have this all straightened up.

I'll probably go around wandering from city to city, travelling and what-not. It's better than me living in a shelter for my entire life, right?

As far as sexual preferences and all that is concerned, I don't really know. I had a physical test a while back, and the doctor said that I had hormonal and sexual dysfunctions, such as ED and a form of depression that basically reduces my labido to zero. I'm perfectly fine, I never really found anything to be sexually arousing, pleasing, or whatever it is you want to refer to it as.

I dropped out of high school at 16, but at the very least I read a lot. I try to go to the library at least 5 times a week. I suppose I can consider reading one of my hobbies.

That's about all there is to know about me, I guess.

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Lord DemiBaal

Report | 03/27/2008 2:45 am

Lord DemiBaal

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AJ~Rush

Report | 03/22/2008 10:02 am

AJ~Rush

Hi. User Image
deadaccount414141

Report | 01/29/2008 11:34 am

deadaccount414141

You doing alright?

Elle is starting to worry. User Image
deadaccount414141

Report | 01/25/2008 10:55 am

deadaccount414141

Well... they are. *shrug*
Fredegund

Report | 01/25/2008 7:52 am

Fredegund

Thanks for saying my profile is interesting. It'd be even more interesting if I could only find the words to describe myself. But I'm done with trying. =D



Your profile is more interesting than mine is. I have no shame in admitting it. Christ, I'm so sorry about your family. I could hardly handle it when my father died, and then when my cat died, so I can hardly understand how you've been able to deal with EVERYONE dying. Would it be horrible of me to admit that I'm glad I'm not in your shoes?



Yeah, that sort of makes me feel horrible.



I can't talk very well, so I understand your hypersensitivity much better than the deaths in your family. I can talk, but not well. I stutter a lot and the words I have in my head won't come out of my mouth. Typing the words is so much easier. It's almost a relief to be able to type.



I type too much.



Thanks again. I hope you're doing well!
Casually Fabulous

Report | 01/24/2008 4:26 pm

Casually Fabulous

^^;; ...Thanks?
deadaccount414141

Report | 01/23/2008 2:26 pm

deadaccount414141

<.<;;

Well, the atmosphere feels nice.
Megumi Zero

Report | 01/23/2008 7:08 am

Megumi Zero

I never said it was, its just more than a little thin where I live now.

I hope you get to travel lots. User Image
Casually Fabulous

Report | 01/22/2008 5:13 pm

Casually Fabulous

Yay! XD



Thank you, I try. ^^
deadaccount414141

Report | 01/22/2008 12:43 pm

deadaccount414141

D: !

Night can be nicer, anyhow.