Dirty Secrets
Hello!
I'm Sam
I'm gradually becoming blunt, and I have developed quite the unrequited distaste for many people.
Most of the time, I don't respond to my own name.
Everytime I hear my name, but someone else has it, I have to look though.
I aim to gain higher knowledge in life, and love learning more about people, instead of most interaction with people. I love analyzing and morphing theories, but have come to terms that there are those smarter than me, who can help me correct my mistakes.
But there are mistakes only I can learn from, and take that into account everytime they are made. I have come to final conclusion that I make a lot of mistakes.
I have many different tastes, styles, and all of them are what shape me. I am a jack of trades if you will, and don't fully understand everything. I just dabble in a bunch of different things.
I am an older being trapped in a teenage body, and those around me don't seem to understand. I tend to plead the fifth a lot as well.
I love music, and aim to do whatever I can to get into a band, yet always fail. So its not on my agenda anymore. But I will sing a lot in the public atmosphere to the point where you will rupture your own ear drums to get me to stop.
I am into gaming, and the funny thing, my game as of right now is World of Warcraft. [sidenote: I don't even play, my boyfriend does and I just pick up on different things.] and I am willing to get into different games.
I fail at first person shooters, but I've been attempting them lately. I'm more into games like Portals, and I do play Guitar Hero and DDR >_>
I also look at different things online like 8 Bit Theatre, and Tomoyo42's Room. As well as an avid 4chan /b/ browser.
I am really reserved.
It may not seem so in public, but get to know me, you will get to see it. I rarely break down my walls. I will rant and rave, but to actually see me emotional is unlikely.
That does not include interweb interaction, that isn't the greatest form to say you saw someone emotional..
I am into body modification
I have 6 piercings and they are as follows.
Lebret
Tongue
3 Earlobe. 2 in left, 1 in right.
1 cartilage in right ear.
I also have 1 tattoo. The one of many. It's of my own design, because I refuse to get a design by anyone else. That's the only thing that my ego mainly is applied to.
I do artwork, but am very particular on how it looks. I always feel that my work is very poorly done, but still, others seem to like it.
I used to write, but no longer engage much in doing it. I still have the passion, just not the patience.
I've been told I'm neurotic as well. So beware.
I'm a very maternal person, despite my appearance.
But because of this, I tend to get dragged into drama alot and tend to complain about it alot.
I should be medicated, but I simply loath going to the doctor.
People don't really understand me, but at least they try.
I'm still kind of a social butterfly, and because of this, I suffered a lot in my early teenage years with confusion. It happens to all of us, but I finally found my grounding with Mr. Jordan.
He's my lover, my mentor, my everything as of right this moment, and hopefully more future ones to come.
I tend to notice, that I don't have a structured family any longer, and never really did. I have my twin sister, and thats about it. But me and my brother are still really close.
I have some weapons. And they fascinate me. Not for violent means, but just out of the sheer enjoyment of metalwork.
I currently own: (don't mind misspellings)
2 katanas
1 wakizashi
1 tontu
2 decorative daggers
1 compound bow
1 battle axe [small]
1 Roman shortsword
They kinda freak a few people out because I own them, but hey all in the chase right? >
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*hugs*
I know I know, I like never get on here. ^_^;;
hope you haven't forgotten me!!
<333s ya~ nomi
sammmmm~
how about you? your mom still.. you know..
lol
so how's life?