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Hi, Matthew or Matt is the name. I am extremely shy and awkward and nervous at first but I'm not like anyone else you will ever meet, I assure you. I'm straightedge.I am constantly learning more about myself but am no where close to seeings who I really am.I am energetic and crazy. Sometimes when meeting new people I try to force on a first impression that really isn't me and I end up looking stupid.So talk to me, no matter who you are.If I can make you happy at the risk of me being absolutely miserable, I will take that chance without a glance of a second thought. I won't regret it. I love seeing people happy around me.I over analyze and over think everything to its worse possible scenario.I always think "what if". I'm not afraid too take any chances.I am a huge push over and let people walk over me all the time, I know how to stand up for myself, but I just don't. I absolutely hate putting people down and hurting someones feelings, I feel like a jerk even if they might have deserved it. I never judge people.I don't hate or anyone. I like and take everyone in for who they are and who they aren't. I respect everyone. Deep,sophisticated, conversations are something I enjoy. If you're willing sit across from me and listen to what I have to say I'll be willing to speak my heart out. I never let anyone too close into my mind and heart I won't let you see all of whats inside.I trust most people and I feel that's sometimes a mistake. Body language and facial expressions say more than words themselves.Some people once told me I'm going to suffer from Peter Pan Syndrome where I'm 40 and still acting like a kid.I will eventually grow up,but not yet :]. My goal this year is to push myself to work hard and get good grades. I consider myself independent except for I still live with my parents. I would like to be a photographer/chef/journalist. I want to live in Canada, London or New York.I love music that makes wanna go outside on a hot day with friends and just hangout all day at the beach. If you actually wasted your time reading this then we should be best friends :].
Msn: mattripsurfaceoff@live.com
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