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fading, falling, lost in forever,
will i find a way to keep it together,
am i strong enough to last through the weather,
in the hurricane of my life.
can it be a conscious decision,
that i look for ways to alter my vision,
am i speeding towards another collision,
in the alleyways of my life.
memories don't lie,
you know better than,
memories don't lie,
you know better than,
memories don't lie,
you know better than those who have falllen in,
please, be-lieve me,
let my eyes de-cieve me,
i have fallen again, this is the end,
pain redefined!

shaking, burning, up with the fever,
in the realm of pain, i am the deciever,
now i lie to myself, so i can believe her,
as she disassembles my life.
i cannot dispell the illusion,
all my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion,
can i find a way to make a solution,
that will reconfigure my life?
memories don't lie,
you know better than,
memories don't lie,
you know better than,
memories don't lie,
you know better than those who have fallen in,
please be-lieve me,
let my ears decieve me,
don't stand me up, just, leave me,
i have fallen again, this is the end,
pain redefined!

and i know that stillness shatters,
we have all be frightened by the sound,
of footprints on the pavement of our lives...

i still will fight!
im not afraid to die!
elo-chai,
bur-y me tonight!

please believe me,
that the world decieves me,
don't stand me up, just leave me
i have fallen again, this is the end,
pain redefined!


by disturbed


anyways, im lazy and im 15 and very random.

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this is my goal avi... or "dream" i guess
(so i remember!) sketchbook, elegant black coat and vest thingy, snowy cravat, gwee, golden locket and watch, noir VOX shoes, SLIK shades, shadow spirit, 90s black gloves, sunFlare pants
150,935 Gold, up to date i now need 130,820

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and my other

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Item List:
Ancient Katana
Black Net Top
Card Shark Bands
Dark Star
G-LOL Dark Mistress Skirt
Knot Black Top
Nitemare Collar
Red Flame Shoes
Ruby Forehead Jewel
Sheer Stockings
The Moustache

Estimated Total: 105,986 Gold, 16,000 Tickets
(Estimated with known item values on 25 March 2007)

I am a Houndoom!

random quiz i took. i had so as multiple answers.

Journal

Don't bother lookin' here matey

Don't be nosey T.T

One day... my head exploded... and it spilled on these pages! :3


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Hatrena

Report | 09/07/2007 8:02 pm

Hatrena

Thankies for the buy!
The Land And Water

Report | 06/14/2007 6:26 pm

The Land And Water

Oh, I see. That makes perfect sense. I hope everything gets better at your home soon. Also hope your mom gets better. Now I feel bad...
The Land And Water

Report | 06/14/2007 1:08 pm

The Land And Water

WAH! User Image Why can't you go?
Waffle Irony

Report | 05/09/2007 3:46 am

Waffle Irony

Well, I'm not exactly a pirate, good gentlemen. Um...perhaps...well...I'm not quite sure of what I am at all, you see. Only I know I look dashing. But that blasted Tektek said boxers would work underneath these disturbing pants, yet they do not, and now I am left bearing twice as much bloody skin as before! Bah. x.x
-sagax-

Report | 05/04/2007 5:45 pm

-sagax-

*cries on your shoulder* we must stat a "free paris" club and protest!
Waffle Irony

Report | 04/08/2007 9:01 pm

Waffle Irony

I'm not sappie, I'm Fudgie. : P Hey hey, no needs to bring up this business, dun wanna rile up them narcs. You better watch out for yourself, Mr. >.> <.< = = Oh, but it was fun though. ^^ I've always loved the smell of methane and decomposition, ya know? Victoria's secret? TELL ME, WHAT IS THE SECRET? GOSH, my sister shops there like every 5 minits & I still can't figure it out. Man, next time, we're gonna figure it out, I'm tellin ya.

Posh and cheery indeed! cheese_whine
Sielde

Report | 04/08/2007 3:57 pm

Sielde

Hey, I'm not emo, shilly. : P Just I think people ought to work on their hearts more than their faces and its been getting to me even more lately when I happen to overheard conversations about hotness and how the ugly person is always bishslapped solely on the shape of their face and waistline, but I guess this is the kind of crummy shallow world we live in. Don't be afraid of the song. ^^; It doesn't apply to me in real life: I just like it.

Happy Chickmas. o.O
AuraRaymond

Report | 04/06/2007 9:00 pm

AuraRaymond

ty for buying
The Land And Water

Report | 04/04/2007 6:04 pm

The Land And Water

xd True!
-sagax-

Report | 04/04/2007 5:13 pm

-sagax-

he. you still look like a squirt, little boy.

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