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no one gets it

have u ever realized that friends are supposed to be the ones u can tell anything? but the weird thing is, is tht wen yr hurting from something tht is a constant thing they never seem to want to listen. it is weird how it works out but i can say tht it isnt how things are supposed to work out. u say something and it is never denied, just shunned because no one wants to address the issue. this is my everyday problem tht i must live with...i cant say i like it but its not a choice. i hope one day there will be some one who wont avoid it and just answer the one question tht i have ever wanted answered.
~jordan

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xXemo_A7X_girlxXx

Report | 02/01/2009 8:56 am

xXemo_A7X_girlxXx

sorry i havn't replied in like SO ******** long!i've been busy =(







haha ya it took me forever haha







nope.no they can't =/ 



i've thought about smoking weed like once or twice but i changed my mind.it changes people ALOT.it's scary =( cause after someone starts smoking,they think they HAVE to have it to function.they're never ever the same after they start.=(







you should just tell him how you feel darlin' and be honest.cause the longer you wait,they more it's gonna hurt him you know?







i'm not a loose whore hahahaha



i'm not pregnant haha 



my boyfriend wants to have a baby and i want to but we're WAY too young haha he's almost 17 and he doesn't even have a job yet haha 







oh ayyyyyy baby he's fine haha XD 



he used to be a skinhead -.O" but he isn't anymore ^.^ cause of me!teeheehee! ^.^







i dunno why i've always had a thing for hardcore badasses haha they're just so HAWT!







yep i'm a sophmore ^.^ haha







hahaha yep and i also gave him my viginity ^.^ i've felt ALOT more closer to him ever since [IMG]http://s2.cdn.gaiaonline.com/images/common/smilies/icon_smile.gif[/IMG] he feels the same ^.^







ya i know.it's so annoying >.<" haha







yes i do.and i slap him across the face haha i'm a little TOO rough with him haha i love wrestling with him XD







ya i know what you mean hun.it gets old real quick when you see them every second of the day.you know?especially when you're trying to talk to your friends and they're ALWAYS there.







darlin' why on earth would you need a treadmill?!







haha i'm 16 and i've NEVER EVER had a cell phone.haha







i wanted a spotted gecko and i wanted to name it Estevon =*( but my mommy and daddy said it was too much money =(







yep haha thankies!!!^.^







yep Viginia =D







hahahahahaaha ya it would haha







alrighty then haha how about you're my online Bestest friend ;D







=*( ya i really miss it =(







haha remember we met in gaia towns haha and we were like trippin' on that guy that kept humping us and running from him hahahahaha







i have instant messenger [IMG]http://s2.cdn.gaiaonline.com/images/common/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif[/IMG]



MSN-aurora1037@hotmail.com



Yahoo-goth_chick_1037@yahoo.com







i LOVE you TOO DARLIN'!!!!!!!!^.^ teeheehee! 







happy late christmas >.O"







******** YES I DO!!!!!!!!!HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD=HARDCORE STEAMY SEX hahahahahahahha XD







P.S. i dyed the top of my hair blonde with blue streaks in it ^.^ it's ******** AMAZING!!!haha
xXemo_A7X_girlxXx

Report | 12/21/2008 9:15 am

xXemo_A7X_girlxXx

i've been great ^.^ 



sorry it took so long for me to reply -.O" i've been busy. haha







school is iight i guys haha a chick in my 2nd block got caught with weed in the middle of class a couple weeks ago haha



everybody could smell it haha and everyone was freakin out cause like everybody in my school smokes weed and they were afraid they would get caught with it hahahahahahha



those dumbasses bringin weed to school haha







how have you been?!?!?!







i can't really remeber the last time i talked to you and what we were talkin about -_-" haha



but i dated this guy named Kris for about 5 months and he lives an hour away from me.



there was a point were we thought he had gotten me "pregnant" >.-" hahahaha THANK GOD THE TEST WAS A NEGATIVE! haha



but cause of the distance,it was hard for me especially with me havin' depression.



like the only time i was happy those 5 months was when i'd see him then i'd get depressed cause i missed him then i'd have to wait a WHOLE 3 weeks to see him again.



basically me and him eventually grew apart.



so sadly me and him broke up.but i don't really care no offense to him or anything



i stopped talking to him i think about a week ago cause he made me feel worse and worse about the whole situation and how he wants to bang so and so 



i was like "******** THIS BULLSHT!" 



ha!now he wishes he didn't treat me the way he did.







but about now...



i have a boyfriend named Dan <3 ^.^ 



he's a jounier and he's in my 4th block haha



he makes me feel specials and stuffz ^.^



me and him have alot in common 



haha he's like hardcore/gangsta-gangsta hahaha



he also can be there for me when i need him 



you know? haha it's better then a long distance relationship.



cause he's actually "there" you know?



haha he's really protective also.he's also very protective cause i'm like his 1st "actual" girlfriend haha



he's also a badass.but he doesn't do drugs or drink so that's good.



he drives me all the time hahaha



i want him to be the father of my babies! ^.^ <3



haha me and him are also good influences on eachother haha



like before me and him started talkin',i NEVER wanted to go to school but now i HAVE to go haha cause that's how much i miss him haha



and i'm a good influence on him cause i make sure he goes to school and gets his work done.which he never did until he met me haha



i also yell at him when he yells at his parents and i cover his mouth aaaaaaaahahahahaha



his mom and dad say i keep him "in line" haha



he's just whipped like a mother ******** hahahahaha







enough about me haha!=p



what's new with you?!







how's life,school,your relationships?







what do you want for christmas?!







o.O" i'm gonna be 16 on the 29th!!!



w00t! XD I CAN'T WAIT! 



i've you lived in VA i'd so totally invite you to my sweet 16 ;D



cause you're just rad like that haha



and cause you're like one of my bffls on here XD 



is there a list of things you want on gaia?



i feel like donating haha and i'm supposed to get a gaia gift card from Santa Claus *cough* my daddy *cough* XP



hahaha anyways talk to you soon darlin'!



MISS TALKIN' TO YOU LIKE WE USED TO!!!=(







just incase i can't get on before Christmas i'd like to say MERRY CHRISTMAS AND BEST WISHES TO YOU AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR HUN!!!^.^







<3 always and forever and ever,



Aurora Lynn
xXemo_A7X_girlxXx

Report | 10/26/2008 9:06 am

xXemo_A7X_girlxXx

ayyyyyy girl! DAMN!havn't been on in like 4EVA!!!hahah my old computer FINALLY crashed >.<" so right now gaia is unblocked w00t!!!

how have you been darlin?!
OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Report | 07/23/2008 11:06 pm

OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Ooh.

Yess'm. Thats Logan. Well we arent alowed to talk anymore.

Quite sad.

But we still do.

xD

Not much. On vacation.

You??
~the lips of an angel~

Report | 07/20/2008 3:53 pm

~the lips of an angel~

jooooo;;

i love youu!

<3
TheeANTIcuppieKakE

Report | 07/13/2008 9:31 am

TheeANTIcuppieKakE

hey jo!
OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Report | 07/10/2008 6:29 am

OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Haha.

Nice.

What are you guys doing there??

Logan? The 16 year old?
P_P_panda_girl

Report | 07/07/2008 11:00 am

P_P_panda_girl

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OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Report | 06/12/2008 8:46 am

OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Haha.

Is it like not letting you erase it or what??

Well Saturday morning I have 2 softball games back to back and then I'm possibly going to watch a movie at a friends house that night.

Other then that, nothing.

What about you??
OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Report | 06/06/2008 3:38 pm

OrGaSmIc-RePtAr

Oh-Mi-Gawd!!

It has seriously been 4-ev-r!

Thanks, I like yours too. But I do say, its a bit out of season. Haha.

Ehh, not much heer. What about you??

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