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-Fat Girl-
The doctors are wrong
they say I'm to thin
I need to gain fat
beneath all my skin.
They all watch me eat
without any trust
They tell me each day
that eating; I must.
What do they know?
I'm not gonna die
my parents are scared
I know 'cause they cry.
But what about my fat?
Why can't they see?
I've seen other girls
much thinner than me!
I guess I should eat
I can still be thin
I'll Do push-ups at night
they'll never WIN!
I'll eat and I'll eat
and exercise all night!
How hard can it be?
If I am so 'light'!
I pushed my heart further
it won't take anymore
the nurse called the doctor
when she opened the door.
I felt perfectly fine
why couldn't they hear?
I was walking again
I'm OK! I'M RIGHT HERE!
MOM DAD! TAKE ME HOME NOW!
I'M NOLONGER HUNGRY!
I'M HEALTHY SOMEHOW!
They looked through the window
with tears in their eyes
I now understood
my mom's painful cries...
My heart was too weak
and last night I died
I looked at the body
as my mom had cried.
I was too thin
it caused me to die
everyone saw
but why couldn't I?

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Renae's journal

Through all the good an bad times

My journal

• (03/08/2006 07:48 pm) My daddy was a soldier (soo very sad.)
• (02/01/2006 04:16 pm) im sorry T_T
• (01/31/2006 03:42 am) Death of an Innocent
• (01/07/2006 11:47 am) i fell so used
• (01/07/2006 11:35 am) I'm Sorry Mommy, I Tried To Hide The Scars

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Report | 08/27/2009 9:12 am

MasterChief1103

hey !!!

Report | 08/01/2006 10:48 am

Missanator

A Random Comment For You!

I am giving you this random comment because:

:: I am bored
:: I am randomly going through my friend's profiles
:: I love your profile
:: Your my best friend
:: Or all of the above! +^.^+

Now you better comment me back or Malakian will eat your face +^.^+ =O

Report | 07/28/2006 6:05 pm

[Jacky_Skellington]

hi! another random comment. i love ur profile, its so sparkly and it's Dark!

Report | 06/29/2006 9:45 am

renae513

lol

Report | 06/27/2006 6:43 pm

TrinniLee

Cha!
random comment
from a random
ninja

yay for gaara<3

Report | 06/07/2006 4:48 pm

renae513

no wher

Report | 05/23/2006 1:25 am

wolfman91

where do i know you from

Report | 05/10/2006 10:12 am

renae513

thanxs

Report | 04/30/2006 2:24 pm

EaterOFSouls2333

mY POETRY IS NOTHING COMPARED TO URS

Report | 04/29/2006 5:27 pm

renae513

thanxs

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