Who I Am

My name is Rin Hamada!

Before you read on I want to say this...


1. I am not a total "GaiaGeekHXCFan" like most of you probably are. So don't get upset at people that do the wrong things, yeah it gets annoying but it will never stop. So just try your best to be nice about it.

2. Don't judge so quickly about people on here, majority of the people on here are young, but we're here to have fun not be a b***h or an a** about ruling the ******** forums. Nor are young 13-15 year old people should be cybering or sexually talking with others of the same/opposite sex on here. Its supposed to be a pg-13 place, we should try to keep it that way. I for one don't need to see little kids at the age of 13 holluring at each other trying to get with them, and crying over it in the towns about how their boyfriend/girlfriend broke up with them b/c he/she cheated on another person.

3. Don't flame please, even if you're more straight forward than others, just don't flame. Its not something great to do because it gets you no where sometimes, and yes many will see you in a bad way but there is always a better way to phrase something that can be put in nice words, and people here on gaia won't have a problem fixing what ever mistake they made.

4. Please just try your best to be patient and bare with me and others. I'm not all hxc like some people here about the things on Gaia [forums, questions, etc.] here b/c I actually have a life to live than to always come on here and waste my time on Gaia.

5. I am here ONLY for my own interest [which is to make a cool avi] and to make FRIENDS. Thats it, no interest in finding someone on here to be my "boyfriend" or anything, just for my own personal interest, so please...just stop asking me.

Now if that hasn't offended you, then read on, if its bugged you in some way, thats been the nicest way I can really put something out for you to read and if you really don't like it that much, then leave and don't talk to me, I'm pretty sure I'll never talk to you or see you even on Gaia since there are over so many people on here anyways, I never even see the people on my friends list on. So why would it matter to me if you're upset over what I've had to say?


So continuing from where I was before...Things about me...


Since the day I was born I was never meant to be the normal kid. I have two younger brothers and one older sister, each named Alex, Andrew, and Krystal. My grandma lives with my family and I, she's been alive since the days of the dinosaurs.

I am loud, funny, out of control, stupid, young, blunt, genuine, animated, colorful, open minded, curious I like to ask questions, I am big and beautiful

I hold my friends dearest to me, they make me live the life that I have today and I am thankful for every single one of them that I lived another day with them. I never like to see them sad, or upset, I will always try my best to make them feel better.

I usually am misunderstood from what I say, or what my actions are. Even the closest people to me misunderstand me in a way I wish that they could sometimes understand me. I hate it when people assume that they know me so well, when they say things about me that aren't even true. I espically hate it when people say that they're right, and they really aren't. Or when they always have to act that they're right, or they always know the answer, or they always have to have an attitude about it and they're all snooty because they have such "experience" or "know someone" that has such experience of what ever we're talking about. It annoys me a lot but I try my hardest not to hate them.

I am passionate about art, I would like to become a graphic designer one day. Photography is also something I find interest in, although I don't make much time for it, I still like to do it.

Music relaxes my mind and soul, it is the key that opens my mind, when in need inspiration, and when I want to be somewhere else than where I am. I listen to many different types of music, and I won't mind on what I listen to. If it's yours, if it's someone elses, I will always listen. Trust me, I can listen to anything and it won't bother me at all.


Things about me that even my closest friends probably don't know:

If I really wanted to act educated, and realistic and what not, I wouldn't be even 1/2 as fun as the Lydia you think you know.
I choose to act the way I do becuase I would rather live my life in happyness and I'm someone that just wants to have fun. You people that let reality eat up your lives need to know how to just let go


If I could choose my wardrobe, my wardobe goal for now are to aquire a lot of clothes/accessories from...
H&M, Forever XXI, Aldo Accessories, China Laundry, Free People, Express, and random vintage shops.
So you should go out there and buy me something from there ;]


I'm not even the best in my grades, I know I suck.
I have a skin disease
I act as if everything is okay, when it really isn't and no one will ever be able to tell.
I hate it when she's moody, and when she's always acting like she's right because I am "not", or when she'll be fine one hour and the next hour she'll have the -itch tone. It completely bothers me so much when that happens because it ruins my mood espically. Even if it annoys me a lot we're there for each other when we need it. I just wish that sometimes it wouldn't happen so frequently. If i could change one thing about her, it would be that i rather have her act the way she does when she's out of it than when she's her regular self, I try to lighten up the mood, but she seems to reject me right away so I've given up. =[

I hate negative people/moods/things.

I Want An Adventure

Every day of my life I want it to be full of laughter, and friendship. I don't want to forget a day that I would regret. If you value what you and I have, then let's make an adventure for the both of us.

things i want to happen before i die

[]see the northern lights
[]live with my significant other
[]laugh til the day i die
[]freedom
[]my license
[]do makeup really good
[]be happy with my job
[]go to the aquarium all day
[]get a polariod camera and a life time supply of film
[]travel the world
[]see a show of shooting stars
[]lose weight to my satisfaction
[]endless love from my significant other
[]work out
[]learn korean/japanese
[]stay with my friends that i cherish now forever
[]move out of wisconsin
[]get a mac
[]grow old and live in a cabin in nature
[]listen to my favorite song when im dying


On my adventure in my life, I'd like to find my significnat other, the one that is fearless of tomorrow, the one that treats his woman like a queen, the one that would do anything for me, the one that loves me no matter how many flaws I have, the one that makes me admire him, the one that comes into my dreams and reality, the one that makes me feel okay to let my guard down, the one that makes me feel comftorble in the skin I am in, the one that makes me confident, the one that picks me up when I am down, the one that has an imagination greater than mine, the one that is there for me any moment I need them, the one that loves Lydia for who I am. I know though we may be far now, I know that I can find him one day, and I know that one day will be the best day in my life that I will never forget.