About

Okay, maybe your thinking,"This girl is a freak" or "When will she ever get over the fact that goth is out". Well, I have no idea what I just said, but I think you get the picture. I don't want to be judged for what I look like or how I dressed. I want people to know me for me and like me for me, because thats all that matters. Well, technically it's not because if you don't like me then I can pretty much get over it. So, yeahh. I think I should stop talking now because it will probably get annoying within 5 seconds of reading this. So, I think I will leave with that. I think I'll live without saying all I have to say. If I did, I would have more books than JK Rowling. Hahahahahaha, not funny. OH WELL! I just wasted like a minute and a half of your time. So HA!

I think I might need a place to escape to; a place that I can call my own. Where I can wander and capture my thoughts, frozen in time and space, and try to remember all of the good things in life, opposed to the bad ones. I have to stay strong for all those who suffer every day of their life; those people who have nothing to cherish and hold on to. I have to stay strong.. I have to stay strong.. The only people I can depend on are the ones who will always be there for me. I don't know how I will be able to withstand any heartbreak for much longer. Your friend always, Amber L. F. Maybe one day, I will find someone who loves me, and will never let me go.. i hope i find that person someday, somewhere. No matter how long it takes..

"Live by your own standards, not by other people's standards." - My Friend Allan read that from a Widom Quotes book


Michael Joseph Wejsa
He was a good person, and a friend of mine. He passed away August 9, 2008. He fought cancer for a very long time, and when we all thought it was getting better, it got worse. You and your family are in my thoughts and in my prayers. May you rest in peace, and rest happily in Heaven.