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Dear Love Ex,

Somehow, I always knew that we weren't actually in love. It was bound to end soon..


You made promises you couldn't keep.
You broke my heart, unaware, and left me crying myself to sleep.
You don't know the pain and torment you caused me this summer, as I held onto your words at the beginning of the summer.

I had said that we weren't going to last, you told me that we'd at least try in high school.
But now it's over, and the school year hasn't even started.

You don't know, but I cried on the last day of middle school after you left, seeing your face at the end of the day, I had a feeling that it would end soon, and it did, but you never knew all the tears I've shed for you.

But the time we spent together, I thought that it was the best memories I'd ever experienced in my short lifetime. And even now, I think they still are.

But things are different now, you broke your promises and called tonight.
You called me to tell me that we'd just be friends.

Things change between people, I guess it's for the best. Maybe going to different high schools was it. Maybe God was sending his message to us that we weren't meant to be.

Ah well, you won't ever read this letter I wrote to you, knowing that even as I type, tears trickle down my cheeks.

I hate you for abandoning me, for hurting me so much, you have no idea.
You don't know of all those nights I'd stay up thinking about you, about us. I called you so many times, thinking we might actually have a chance to keep our relationship during high school, but you never called back. You didn't love me? You didn't want to talk?

And I love you, I love you for being there for me during middle school, you also don't know that seeing you smile and laugh, it brought such joy to my heart. Maybe you didn't want me, but I liked you so much. You have no idea.

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scooch 27

Report | 08/23/2009 5:47 am

scooch 27

u should add me as a friend
LilyWiwy

Report | 02/16/2008 11:32 am

LilyWiwy

So sad...

With ur ex thing.

Wow I am your newest coment in a logn time...

Pm me too
HalfAznBuddha

Report | 12/25/2007 4:18 pm

HalfAznBuddha

Merry Christmas!!~
Amerzt

Report | 12/24/2007 8:25 pm

Amerzt

Saffra!!!



Oh, I wish you a very, very Merry Christmas as well! User Image

May /you/ receive all the gifts that you wished for, and have fun spending time with family and friends!

Have fun, and don't forget. . . . don't eat too much candy. User Image

Wishing you the best this holiday season.....and hopefully I'll see you later this week!



Love you lots and lotzz,



xxAmerzt
killer1493

Report | 12/16/2007 1:17 pm

killer1493

..........and God Bless you my friend! Continue to believe in fairy tales and happy endings.........for I do believe they come true! Anniebug
killer1493

Report | 12/15/2007 5:12 pm

killer1493

Hey there! I came to your profile to thank you for buying from my store.......I started reading about you and tears came to my eyes! You poured your heart out! Hope you are feeling better now and moving on from a lost love! I still believe that fairy tales have happy endings...........hope I continue to believe that! Merry Christmas! Anniebug
Amerzt

Report | 12/04/2007 2:52 pm

Amerzt

alkfjasldkfjsdalkfjasdlkf......SAFFRAAA~!!!



*attacks*
ArcanumBlader

Report | 10/02/2007 4:54 pm

ArcanumBlader

Congrats on snapping back into reality. : D
Wiccan Baby

Report | 09/29/2007 3:34 pm

Wiccan Baby

Hi Saffra *snuggles the stuffing out of you*
haha08

Report | 08/26/2007 8:35 am

haha08

welcome

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"You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on"