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Mutt's Memoir

My personal rantings, oppinions and memories that just really seem to bug me.

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If your reading this, then your obviously trying to see who I am.

Your here to see I'm I'm a nerd, or someone you don't want to talk to, right?

Well, truth is, I am a bit of a nerd. I like reading and writing books. But as for grades? They are in the shitter. My best grade over the last three years is a A, and that's in Band, which all you do is show up and they hand you that. Everything else is either a C, or lower.

As for the good parts that I am? I like jokes, and laughs. It's how I am. You make me laugh? Like really laugh? Then you just made yourself a friend.

I.. Have a bit of a problem paying attention, I have ADD. Which is weird.. But what the hell, what are you going to do?

Well, like I always say:

Get out of my f***ing Room!!

Oh.. Wait...

Wrong saying.. O_O

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M a s h i s e o y o Report | 04/11/2010 5:18 pm
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foxthorne Report | 12/23/2009 9:24 am
it is more normal for deep people to become bord with life than the shrinks want people to know. i would not suggest the suicide game. you just need to try some new things and find some new excitement. life is already too short. go find something great and interesting to do. life is full of possibilites. there were two times in my life, more than any other time, that i wanted to die. i almost didn't get a choice. it took me a long time, and boy did i have plenty of that while i was recovering from injuries, but i thought everything out and analized everything. i found that i still had a lot to learn and that life is too interesting to just end it. besides, my adopted dad would not have survived my death, having just lost his own son. i have a lot to live for now, and while life is deffinately hard, i wouldn't give up what i have for anything. just keep trying.
foxthorne Report | 12/16/2009 8:06 am
i don't mind if you vent on me. i'm here to listen. besides, i do not think you are crazy. you see the world much the same way i do. i, too have trouble being around those 'everything has a positive side' types. they drive me crazy with their delusions. i know it sounds wrong, but did you ever think that you might have fun in an instatutin? i know the restrictions suck and all, but i had a ball messing with the guards, teachers, and other staff when i was instatutionalised. i did hate being there. it did suck. my mother put me in both times because more than she couldn't handle me, she didn't want to. she even put me in fostercare once. that was no fun either.
foxthorne Report | 12/14/2009 9:03 am
my husband drives me crazy with keeping our room a mess. i keep my house neat and clean, but not spotless. my husband is a pipeliner, so that would be a twenty four hour job, making everything spotless. i would have to agree that the only fraze more anoying than 'you're so cute when you are mad', is 'and how does that make you feel?'. i mean really. that just instantly ticks me off. the last shrink they had seeing me was kind of cool, as shrinks go. the first things i did when i walked in was give him a brief over view of my life, and then lay some ground rules. one of those ground rules was that he could not ask me that innane question in any form. he was pretty good at it after the first few visits. i also told him that while i am bipolar and not medicated for it, i am useually in control of it. my thought prossess is completely different from normal people's, and that allows me to some what control what most people cannot on their own, or will not. after the first month, he realised that i wasn't kidding. i really don't think like most people, i am very intelligent, empathic, and tempramental. i didn't mess with him as much as i used to do all of the other shrinks. he was more like a real person than an anoying robot, so i studied him just as he studied me. that was interesting.
foxthorne Report | 12/07/2009 9:49 am
messing with shrinks is fun. they think kids are so dumb, but every now and then one comes along that only appears to be, and messes up their intire day. that was me. it sounds like you also had a field day. they were going to test me for ocd once, but i moved before they did it. when i was younger, they thought i might be a higher functioning autistic, but by grade school, they were thinking borderline ocd. this is on top of being bipolar and being adhd. i like things to be neat and tiddy, and i show other signs of ocd, but the really intreasting sign didn't show up until i was an adult. i hate dirty dishes to be put away, and i find that there is only one thing worse than dirty dishes in a clean cubbard, and that is clean dishes in a dirty cubbard. if i find one dirty dish in a drawer or cubbard, i just have to take everything out, scrub the cubbard and rewash all of the dishes from that cubbard. everyone thinks it is so funny. i am an unorthodox athiest, so i doubt i'll have to worry about any exorcisims, but i should take your advise if i ever find myself in that pickle. i probably would have laughed through it too.
foxthorne Report | 12/04/2009 6:36 pm
well i am here if you ever change your mind. i remember what it was like to have noone to talk to, then later when i didn't want to talk to anyone about the things i had been through or seen. my biological mother made me see shrink after shrink, from the time i was five until i was nine. i was instatutionalised twice and put in fostercare once. crazy people may be interesting, but messing with the guards was deffinately more fun. they lost me more than once. we even had a mini school inside, and i used to drive the teachers crazy. i was badly injured almost two years ago, and got stuck seeing a shrink for workman's comp. i had been diagnosed with insomnia, postramatic stress disorder and post concussion disorder. on top of being bipolar with attention deficit disorder, and healing from severe trama, both physical and mental. a lot of fun, i know, but while the shrink did admit that i was indeed suffering severe mental trama, both from my past and from the then recent tramatic event, he also was forced to admit that he probably would not be able to help me much. i eventialy got over the insomnia, psd, and pcd, but i still suffer from the lingering effects. this did not surprise me. i used to delibertly mess with my former shrinks. that is really fun, but few are smart enugh to get away with it.
foxthorne Report | 12/03/2009 8:48 am
you are right, for the most part, i don't prefer to met people. it is true that while i do like helping people, i also like to watch chaos ensue when there is no way to stop it. i figure you might as well get to see the fireworks, even when they go off too soon. i did a lot of rotten things to people because of what people did to me when i was younger. i think helping people, exspecially the kids and teens. adults seem to forget that kids and teens have a hard time finding the right people to talk to for advice and help, and that they need to talk. i remember.
Moriel17 Report | 12/02/2009 3:52 pm
everyone is good. my cat is balding and mom and i are getting a hair cut this weekend. dad as usual has the grave shift and he told me to make dinner for everyone today. no biggy. i like to cook.

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