Truth
A friend once asked me, "Why is truth so rarely heard?" It made me think for a while, and then it hit me like a bolt of lightening. Truth is hidden behind lies. It stays there to shelter cold, harsh reality. Truth is what leads to insanity. To Suicide. To shutting yourself down completely. There is one thing that hurts even more than the truth.That one thing his knowing that people hid the truth from you for so long and about so many things. My advice to those who read this... "Accept nothing but what your mind tells you." I found truth and in doing so, it hurt me more than anything else ever has. Not because it was tragic, but simply because someone thought I wasn't strong enough to handle. That means someone believes me to be weak. To be inferior. It stung into my brain like a hot iron. I made myself believe I was weak for a moment, until I decided it's not true. No longer will I stand and become known as the one who couldn't handle honesty, or the pressure of lying to keep honesty hidden from me. I don't have to hear but a few simple words from every person to know who would tell me the truth from the start and who would lie and cause further damage to me. Those who know what this means need to step up and become grown. Mature for once. Don't prove everyone else right.If you can't find yourself to admit the truth, than my pity is for you because I was always told to save my pity for the weak.
As I told my friend all of this, they sat in amazement at how much I had spoken without even choosing my words carefully. I just thought of it for a minute and everything rushed at once. This friend I talked to, isn't one that hides truth from me. This friend delivers nothing but truth and more truth about false truth. That being said, who do you think I could've been talking about when I was telling people to step up to the plate and grow up? Stop and think. Then you should know too. This just isn't a rant, it's a calling. I'm calling you out and I hope you accept. For if you don't then you must live with your cowardice. Not me. I already know the truth. Do you?
As I told my friend all of this, they sat in amazement at how much I had spoken without even choosing my words carefully. I just thought of it for a minute and everything rushed at once. This friend I talked to, isn't one that hides truth from me. This friend delivers nothing but truth and more truth about false truth. That being said, who do you think I could've been talking about when I was telling people to step up to the plate and grow up? Stop and think. Then you should know too. This just isn't a rant, it's a calling. I'm calling you out and I hope you accept. For if you don't then you must live with your cowardice. Not me. I already know the truth. Do you?
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hahahahaha! You just got MOONed!
Your points are incredibly valid. Everytime I log onto this site, that is so historical to me, I feel overwhelming disappointment when I browse through roleplays. When I had first joined and my roleplay skills were in between experienced and advanced, I found enjoyment in gaia. But now I cannot find anything to roleplay to and no one seems to have an online existence when I do. As troublesome as that is, my grammar and writting skills are faultering cause it's been so long since I have roleplayed or written anything this long outside of college analysis friggin essays (which are so friggen retarded).
Not to mention the economy is nothin but a s**t hole now. I am a full time student and there is more people taken out unemployment here than there is job openings. I have been turned down by well over 20+ businesses. But then BAM! I found the perfect one: a part time 911 dispatchure. PERFECT! And they said I'd have the job. Who knew that they wouldnt be garanteeing me a job NOW. And if they do give me the job, it won't be til January or Feb! In the meantime, because I am payin out of pocket for college, I owe $4200 to a college semester by Dec 17th cause theres no loans. PLUS, My family? I can't afford even the X-mas Spirit. Which sux cause this is the first year out on my own and I have to show everyone I can do it! grrr life is too stressful for existence sometimes LoL
No pity though. There are far worser situations other than mine out there. But I have a good Idea. Me and You need to roleplay. We get on at close time ranges (but I only get on every other day and rarely on weekends due to a lack of internet at home) and we are patient with one another's replies as well as we are both tired not having any good rp's.
btw, the s**t post sounds interesting, lmao such a guy