Hey
It's been a while, hasn't it? I'm not sure who knows or remembers me anymore. I don't even know who uses this abandoned site anymore, but if you're back here, I guess you're wondering how I'm doing.
I used to go by a multitude of names. Zakuro, Crissy, Roya, Neko... But now, I go by Add or Jordan. I am now 23 years old.
A lot has changed during my time away from this site. I've realized a lot about myself that I was confused about when I was a stupid teenager. I've learned from my mistakes and strived to become a better person. I've recovered from a couple of suicide attempts. I've escaped from abusive relationships that had been going on since I was barely a teenager. I won't go into details about those, since there's no need to. Just know I'm now going down a very long, difficult road of recovery and self reflection.
I love you all. This place has a lot of memories, though I don't expect myself to be using this site anymore, not that I really used it that much in the first place. In a way, this site will always be one of my first real homes on the internet, and I'm grateful for it.
But I've grown up now. I'm a college graduate now. I've moved on to bigger and better things. I've started writing my own novel. I've made new friends. I'm dating a wonderful girl. I realized I was transgender, and I'm making steps towards being comfortable in my own skin.
So... Thank you to everyone. I will miss all of you. Every single one of you. You were all a big part of my life, and even if I forget your names, that won't change.
I hope you guys take this as a note that things will get better. I love you.
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